exams, tests, presentations, SYOG preparing~
all coming continuously.
are they hinting me to focus on them & make myself packed with things?
so that i won't think about other things? idk.
i just know that, no matter what i do, what i say, something will happen.
i really wanted to be mute sometimes, so that when i cry, nobody hears it.
no one will scold me for crying because they can't hear.
when i am unhappy, no one knows.
they can't hear my voice changing.
because i cant talk, there will be no quarrels. none.
cause i can't speak out anything. nothing.
freezing cold in the room, covered with blankets.
even the thermometer can't detect my temperature.
fingers are cold like ice, even my toes too.
no one bother to care about me even they know.
didn't do well for today's test also no one ask, nobody console.
all i got is just now, nobody cares why i am like that.
i am turning into a zombie alr.
i've broken down.
there won't be strawberry again.
there will only be 苦瓜 left.
everything started to change. your temper, us and everything. everyday we are quarreling. even because of small little things. i cannot take it anymore alr. i break down alr. kept on crying & crying & crying. cant stop. the thing you told me that day really hurt me alot & alot
Labels: bye bye strawberry
Hi! :) I am just a silly girl that wants everyone to dote and love :D
Alicia; ShiQi ♥
