Sweet memories that follow me forever♥

Written at Friday, March 26, 2010 | back to top

I love this bear!! xD

So bored staying at home doing nothing! Lucky I'm having a picnic at Sentosa next week with Carol & ChinYee!! WOO~~ Haha. Meeting my baby tomorrow for a movie, When In Rome. Haha. This is the first time he is watching a romance movie with me! Haha. First time you know. Haha. Hope he wont fall asleep in the theatre. Haha. OPPS! He will kill me if he saw this. :P BUT I am not scare! Nai-ni-nai-ni-poo! Haha. No money equals to bored! Haha. xD

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My lunch for the day! (:

Written at Sunday, March 21, 2010 | back to top

Maybe I should be like what you said. Don't talk, be a mute or even deaf too. By then no one will blame me for anything. Because I can't speak a single word and hear a single sound. Anyone that talks to me won't get a single respond back from me...

Written at Wednesday, March 10, 2010 | back to top

I Love Stars! (:

I MISS HER! ♥

Hmm, it's been so long I didn't blog. Winnie has went to China, Wuhan for 6 days alr! Hope that she can get used to the cold freezing weather over there. I was chatting with her this few nights, she seems fine but she is still freezing there. She said that her dorm & bed was lousy. Haha. She's sleeping on the doubled-decker bed. Haha. Now, she's learning to wash clothes on her own!! *Claps Claps* Haha. BUT..... she left her clothes in the washing machine & forgotten to take it out that day. She's still that blur. Haha. It's good that she's learning how to be dependant on herself how. Haha. Like what Beng says, when she's back, she will be another Winnie Lai. Haha. Hmm, when she come back we may see her become fatter? Or thinner? I don't know, but there's a thing I can confirm with you is that, she have really grown up in an adult! (: She could take care of herself alr (: Washing clothes and all (: Haha.

Few more days will be Beng's chalet. Happy happy! (: Haha. I haven't had any fun since I came back from China. It's time for me to be crazy again! Haha. Time for me to relax myself. Haha. Stress with many things this month. Relationships, enrolment, friends & some I feel that it's stupid & dumb things that make me like a crazy women going around somehow like begging people. I do so many things but people just don't appreciate at all. Those people will just create those stupid & dumb problems for me to solve. They just think that they are the biggest in the world & everyone must listen to what they say. There's something I truly agree with Beng is that those so-called perfect girls out there, always think that they are the perfect girl in the world, and deserve those perfect things and guy. But there's are no absolute perfect object in this world, be realistic and get out from the impossible dream that you die to have. Those girls always think they are very pretty & like to play with people's feelings will makes me feel like puking! There's no prefection in the world. Including me & you or even everyone. Like what I told Beng, maybe even the god is not prefect. There will also be some thing that the god wants alot. So if the god isn't prefect, then he/she will not create anyone that is prefect.

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Written at Sunday, March 07, 2010 | back to top

Can I just leave the house just like that? To them, I'm just like a trash to the family. Not worth of a single cent. They can just scold me, beat me when ever they like even when I did nothing wrong. Does this means that the smallest in the family is trash? They will just listen to the eldest and scold the youngest, even when the youngest did nothing wrong. They even scold when the youngest do what they say. They will not like what you do, what you say. They normally says that being the youngest in the family is the best. But this doesn't apply to my family. I'm always the one who got scoldings even when I did nothing. Is this the way it's going to be like forever? Not working staying at home everyday also get scolding. Not staying at home everyday also get scoldings. Even ask how to enrol for my course also got scoldings. I really don't understand. Don't understand a single thing. You asked me to ask them if I don't understand. I asked them nicely, they gave a attitude. I gave them attitude back, you scold me. I don't understand why. I followed what you say and asked them nicely, but in return I got back fcuking attitude and scoldings. Even when my eye is swollen now I want to see a doctor, you also listen to what she says that no need to see a doctor cause it's a minor thing. Wth is this? HELLO!!! My eye is not important is it? Luckily, I pay a visit to the clinic and the doctor says that it's eye infection. If I have listened to you, I might have gone blind without knowing why I gone blind. I somehow can't take it anymore, feel so stress and fcuk up now. No one is by my side. No one! Even him. I thought I could see him today. But...it's gone. I shouldn't have let myself to believe him or believe anyone. I have learnt a lesson, the more I believe in someone I care for, the more I will be hurt. So now, I will not believe in anyone I care for that much anymore. I don't want to get hurt again and again, the pain will just get doubled when I get hurt each time......

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Stupid eye infection!! ARGH!! It makes my left eye looks like beaten by someone!! So pain and uncomfortable! :X Luckily the doctor told me I will recover in 3-4 days if not, I will be so weird looking during my gan-gor's chalet on the 13th.
Waiting for replies from someone. Maybe that someone is still in bed? Dont want reply? Busy? I don't know. So confused now.

Written at Thursday, March 04, 2010 | back to top