i dont know why, what i say now, it just makes you angry. If caring will make you angry, what am i suppose to? i really dont want to make you angry. But the way you are treating me is hurting me. You're so cold towards me. Everything, dont want, no, cannot. Is this retribution? Retribution for being with someone i didnt like during that time? I dont know. I dont know why when we got back together we are quarreling everyday. All i could remember was, you promising you will come and fetch me from work, but you didnt. Then we started to quarrel about this everyday, but you just doesnt seems to care about it. Then suddenly you said breakup. No matter how i say i dont know. You dont care. You just say cant we be friends first and wait? I really thought after your case is settled, everything will go back to normal. We will get back together. But suddenly you told me you like someone else just a few days after your birthday. This is when you started to change. You're totally different. You started to treat me very cold. You started to stop talking to me. You started all the ohhokay, no, cannot, dont want to what i say.
I really dont want us to end like this. 4Years. It's not easy to forget and give up just like that. You asked me to wait, i waited. I dont want to end like this. You said you've changed. You want your own time now, you want to acc your parents, you want to have freedom, you want to do what you like. These few sentences hurted me. You said like, you didnt have freedom when we're together, you didnt have your own time, you didnt do what you like. I thought that i go cck with you acc you play arcade, LOL etc you will be happy. I didnt know that it give you no freedom, i didnt know you didnt like. I really dont know.
You said you want to clear your interview first, asked me not to make you dulan. I'm sorry if my actions or words is making you angry. But i really didnt did it on purpose. I'm afraid you will lie. I dont want to accept the fact that have left and high chance of you not coming back to me. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. Please? Come back to me can?