不见了，什么都不见了。 我再也不会从你身上得到任何的关心。在短短一个月，什么事都变了。是我的错吗？我是不是不应该要求你来接我放工？如果我没这么要求，我们根本就不会吵架对吗？如果我能体谅你多一些，可能我就能发现你在工作的时候遇上了一些问题。是我笨，一直为了你没来接我，没有陪我而跟你吵架。现在我明白了，就算在一起，不需要每天见面也可以是幸福的。只要知道心里有对方，无时无刻在想念着对方就行了。就算一个月见一次面，也没关系，只要珍惜那一天的时间就够了。

Labels: #把心情报告送给你

I've decided to be a goodddd girl from now on. Be a gentle girl that you always wanted. I will let the feeling increase! I will try my best! :)) love you!

After we broke up, our happy memories kept running in my mind. I recalled that day I saw you on train, you was wearing your uniform. You turned and smile at me. The face, I will never forget. I remembered how you helped me celebrate my birthday. The days you accompanied me to play ddr. The days you fetched me from work. The days you said you like to see me wear my nursing uniform. Your pop parade, how I stayed over at your house whenever you booked out. How we spent time together when you're in camp. How we used to disturb each other. How I sat on your legs at lan. How you helped me to carry my turtle bag when I go school, my laptop etc. How you played with my hair. The way you laughed and smile at my bangs. The way you hold me tightly when I first wore heels so afraid that I will fall. The first time you piggy back me. The first time you carried me. The first time I was sick, you took care of me. The first time you cut botak because of ns. The first time i saw you wearing your police uniform, and then Transcom uniform. From a sc to a sc corporal. The days I fetched you from work. Seeing you wearing slippers, carrying the brown backpack. Squeezing me in the bus just to sit closer to me. The way you hugged me on the bus, scared that I will fall. The way you let me sleep on your legs on the bus. The way you let me lean on your shoulder at home. Holding your hands and watch movie together. Laughing at each other while taking photos. Laughing at each other when we did something super funny. The first time we went Sentosa together for sun tanning. The first time you saw me wearing bikini, the first time you went shopping with me to buy bikini. The first time we celebrated Christmas together. The first time we celebrated valentines' day. I don't know will there be anymore chances for these to happen again. I really missed those days. I really hope your case can end real soon and we could get back to those days. No quarrels, only laughter. Can we? Can we have more chances to experience more first time together?

I regretted alr. :'(

我知道我们根本就不会在一起。你说不知道，心里真的那么想吗？ it's obvious that you're hiding something from me. Your twitter says you wonder how are you doing. Hais. It's obviously referring to some other people. Definitely not me. I can feel it. I can feel that you got no feelings towards me alr right? I know it. I will give up. I won't pester you anymore. Now you can go ahead and woo girls. Someone that you really love.

我想过了。 哭也哭够了，伤心也伤心够了。你根本就不会理会。是时候放弃了吧？我想就算我不找你，你也无所谓。可能你也不会开口留我在你身边。

I feel so disappointed out of a sudden. One second I feel that we're like sweet couple. But just after one night, everything changed again. You feel that I'm ridiculous, you can even not msg me. Maybe I shouldn't text you also? You can tell me different things within a very short time. You rather go out with your teammates, camp mates rather than seeing me. Maybe I should just take it that I only wanted when needed.

对你来说，不管我做什么事多是我自己笨。自作自受。是我自己笨，笨到去相信我们还有机会。其实我们什么都不是。

That post I wanted to post will be lost forever. You won't see it, you won't know about it either. Wish you a happy 21st birthday.

我讨厌你！

Labels: #我讨厌你！

All these promises is empty. But you don't care. You never care about me.

Seriously, fcuk you! Waited so long to have a off day same as you, you tell me you not free! Fcuk you! After we broke up, I have more difficulty to meet you or see you. Forever telling me you got things to do, forever telling me you not in the mood don't want meet! Wtf is this! If you don't want meet me, just tell me you don't want see me lah! Knn! I asked you you going base in the afternoon, you say ya. But the truth? You're going to meet your brother . Wtf! All lies! If you alr got other girls, then you just tell me lah! I won't pester you lah. Now what? Have but don't dare admit? Change your phone password. Msg girls on fb also delete away. You said you want to woo her. Then why you still come and mess with me? Mess with me then throw me aside. Wth is this!?

Labels: #i hate you

不见了，什么都不见了。 我再也不会从你身上得到任何的关心。在短短一个月，什么事都变了。是我的错吗？我是不是不应该要求你来接我放工？如果我没这么要求，我们根本就不会吵架对吗？如果我能体谅你多一些，可能我就能发现你在工作的时候遇上了一些问题。是我笨，一直为了你没来接我，没有陪我而跟你吵架。现在我明白了，就算在一起，不需要每天见面也可以是幸福的。只要知道心里有对方，无时无刻在想念着对方就行了。就算一个月见一次面，也没关系，只要珍惜那一天的时间就够了。

Labels: #把心情报告送给你

I've decided to be a goodddd girl from now on. Be a gentle girl that you always wanted. I will let the feeling increase! I will try my best! :)) love you!

After we broke up, our happy memories kept running in my mind. I recalled that day I saw you on train, you was wearing your uniform. You turned and smile at me. The face, I will never forget. I remembered how you helped me celebrate my birthday. The days you accompanied me to play ddr. The days you fetched me from work. The days you said you like to see me wear my nursing uniform. Your pop parade, how I stayed over at your house whenever you booked out. How we spent time together when you're in camp. How we used to disturb each other. How I sat on your legs at lan. How you helped me to carry my turtle bag when I go school, my laptop etc. How you played with my hair. The way you laughed and smile at my bangs. The way you hold me tightly when I first wore heels so afraid that I will fall. The first time you piggy back me. The first time you carried me. The first time I was sick, you took care of me. The first time you cut botak because of ns. The first time i saw you wearing your police uniform, and then Transcom uniform. From a sc to a sc corporal. The days I fetched you from work. Seeing you wearing slippers, carrying the brown backpack. Squeezing me in the bus just to sit closer to me. The way you hugged me on the bus, scared that I will fall. The way you let me sleep on your legs on the bus. The way you let me lean on your shoulder at home. Holding your hands and watch movie together. Laughing at each other while taking photos. Laughing at each other when we did something super funny. The first time we went Sentosa together for sun tanning. The first time you saw me wearing bikini, the first time you went shopping with me to buy bikini. The first time we celebrated Christmas together. The first time we celebrated valentines' day. I don't know will there be anymore chances for these to happen again. I really missed those days. I really hope your case can end real soon and we could get back to those days. No quarrels, only laughter. Can we? Can we have more chances to experience more first time together?

I regretted alr. :'(

我知道我们根本就不会在一起。你说不知道，心里真的那么想吗？ it's obvious that you're hiding something from me. Your twitter says you wonder how are you doing. Hais. It's obviously referring to some other people. Definitely not me. I can feel it. I can feel that you got no feelings towards me alr right? I know it. I will give up. I won't pester you anymore. Now you can go ahead and woo girls. Someone that you really love.

我想过了。 哭也哭够了，伤心也伤心够了。你根本就不会理会。是时候放弃了吧？我想就算我不找你，你也无所谓。可能你也不会开口留我在你身边。

I feel so disappointed out of a sudden. One second I feel that we're like sweet couple. But just after one night, everything changed again. You feel that I'm ridiculous, you can even not msg me. Maybe I shouldn't text you also? You can tell me different things within a very short time. You rather go out with your teammates, camp mates rather than seeing me. Maybe I should just take it that I only wanted when needed.

对你来说，不管我做什么事多是我自己笨。自作自受。是我自己笨，笨到去相信我们还有机会。其实我们什么都不是。

That post I wanted to post will be lost forever. You won't see it, you won't know about it either. Wish you a happy 21st birthday.

我讨厌你！

Labels: #我讨厌你！

All these promises is empty. But you don't care. You never care about me.

Seriously, fcuk you! Waited so long to have a off day same as you, you tell me you not free! Fcuk you! After we broke up, I have more difficulty to meet you or see you. Forever telling me you got things to do, forever telling me you not in the mood don't want meet! Wtf is this! If you don't want meet me, just tell me you don't want see me lah! Knn! I asked you you going base in the afternoon, you say ya. But the truth? You're going to meet your brother . Wtf! All lies! If you alr got other girls, then you just tell me lah! I won't pester you lah. Now what? Have but don't dare admit? Change your phone password. Msg girls on fb also delete away. You said you want to woo her. Then why you still come and mess with me? Mess with me then throw me aside. Wth is this!?

Labels: #i hate you