I'm so HIGH now!! Haha!! S.H.E is the one concert held at Hong Kong is super successful!!! Haha. Tickets are sold out during the first day of sale! Haha!! So GOOD!! Their next stop is at Shanghai on 31st october! Selina's birthday too! Haha. If they come to Singapore I also can't go. Cause no one acc me :( so sad! I can only enjoy the DVD after that. But it's ok, got DVD to watch better than don't have. Haha. Monday is the start of my written papers alr. Got a bit scare now. Scare cannot pass English, scare cannot pass my Mathematics. If this two also can't pass, I will be dead! Not even a single poly will want me. I will end up in the ITE. I am not saying ITE is not good. Is that, if I wanted a place in ITE, I will have choosen it last year after I received my N level results. I can even go to a higher nitec at that time. So what for I make myself ended up in a ITE of higher nitec when I get my O level results right? I will try my very best to achieve what I wanted. Even if I can't achieve the results I wanted, I have know that I had tried my best, my very best. Even if my family blames me, scold me. I will not tell them, you go try do the papers lah. I will tell me, I had done my very best alr, what you still want from me? This means, I am suitable fo a poly that's it. I won't die anyway. I still can go poly even I am in the ITE. The worst come to worst, my relatives will nag and nag me. I will just keep quiet and treat them singing song lorhs. :) Haha. OMG, I am so bad! :P This will be my timetable :) 26/10/09 English P1 13:30 26/10/09 English P2 16:00 27/10/09 Mathematics P1 14:30 28/10/09 Mathematics P2 14:30 02/11/09 Social Studies 08:00 02/11/09 Chemistry 14:00 04/11/09 Geography 14:00 05/11/09 POA P1 08:00 05/11/09 POA P2 10:45 06/11/09 Biology 14:30 10/11/09 Chinese P1 08:00 10/11/09 Chinese P2 10:45 11/11/09 Science MCQ 14:00 I will be release out of jail on 11/11/09 15:00 hours!!!~~

Labels: FEAR is here

I hate my life now! Just a stupid fucking GCE exam made me damn stressed up. the fucing thing is no one understand!!! no one!!!!!!!!

Today's sky was so dark tat I couldn't see a single star. It had been so long that I haven’t look up at the sky that long, enjoying the wind blown into the window beside me. The sky made me remembered a few years back when I saw wishing stars. That night it was also very dark, it was midnight going to dawn soon. I sat at the bench over at the chalet at Downtown East looking up to the sky. This is when I saw wishing stars. Many people always say if you make a wish when you see a wishing star, the wish will come true. At that time I made a wish, a stupid wish! I wished for a boyfriend to come asap! Haha, I am stupid right? Haha. Now the wish came true. Not just one is two! Haha. Piglet boyfriend that makes me smile and laugh every time I goes out with her, I share my secrets with her, I tell her my problems, she gives me solution and makes me smile back. Baby that care for me, stays by my side, not leaving me alone. Although, he doesn’t do that all the time, but to me, he had been my best boyfriend ever.

Labels: that's my life

[吃醋] 是因为喜欢， [生气] 是因为在乎， [发呆] 是因为想念， [伤心] 是因为不想失去。 你知道了吗？ 我知道你一直都很关心我，是我不懂得珍惜。每次都惹你生气，都是我不好。希望你不要怪我。(: Haha, was talking on the phone with Piglet boyfriend just now. We counted how many years we had been together for boyfriend. Haha, it's 1 year, 7 months and 7days. Haha. The important thing is we never quarrel! Haha, not once man. This means, girls can communicate better than boys. Haha. Maybe our character is almost the same bah, so we can communicate better. Baby is a bit hot-tempered, but piglet is very easy-going she got not much temper in her. She will just complain for awhile and forget everything the next minute. Haha. Hmm, today is me and baby's 1 year anniversary! Haha, so happy cause we can last for 1 year! (: But baby is working, so tomorrow piglet will be acc me. She keep nagging me about her blue colour care bear. So annoying. Haha, joking joking. Haha, tomorrow going out to meet her to buy her care bear. Haha (: ok, shall stop here! (: Byes

So bored! Haha, now in computer lab. Surfing on the net. I gave wugui the present yesterday, but he didn't gave me any reaction. He just said thanks and that's all. The worst is it was me who msg him asked he whether had he saw the present first. After he replied me that thanks, I sent him back so do you like the present? He answered me like entertaining me, he said: " ya (: " isn't this just wanted to answer me for the seek for answering? From that msg onwards, he didn't talk about the present anymore. Maybe I shall do the same like what he did, don't ask, don't say. Or I will not prepare any present or things for him again. Then I will not get any disappointment again huh. I am not expecting him to give me those WAO~~ reaction but just don't answer for the seek for answering can? Made me feel so irrtitated. I don't like people to entertain me for the seek of entertaining. The feeling sucks! If you don't want to answer my question, then don't answer. I don't need you to entertain me anyway. I will not die if I don't have entertainment. Times flies! O levels is coming 2 weeks later!! OH my! I have not finished my revision! Die le, die le. I need to chiong all the way now. Haha. I want get good results! Haha. (:

Hais. Stuck at my grandma house! So bored! Everyone's outside playing mahjong! I am like super bored but no one cares about me. Baby is at arcade, msg him, he very slow then reply. Now you people know why he got a nickname call wugui le bah. Haha. ( Baby, if you see this cannot angry de hor (: ) I am very sleepy alr, my contact lens made me feel more sleepy as my eyes are dry. My sister on the fan and the wind kept blowing into my eyes, making my con. dry. I very scare the con. will drop out cause my eyes too dry alr. Kept up late these two days and waking up damn early in the morning. Or maybe I should say, something happened and made me suffered from insomnia. Lucky, I am ending school this friday. From saturday onwards, I can sleep as long as I wait and no one will wake me up even I sleep until afternoon. I can sleep all I want and wake up and study on my own. Things that happened these few days made me felt that I am such a coward! I don't dare to speak up for what I want! I don't dare to say what I wanted to say. I can only say it in my heart. But who the hell can hear/know other than me! You guys will be thinkng siao! Say in the heart mind as well don't say. Ya! I am going crazy soon if things goes on like that forever and nothing changes. Hence, I will say it out before I regret for live! Cause if there's one more time that same old case happened alr, I will really break down & say bye bye to everyone. My tears are like a never ending running tap water, the tears just rolled down my cheek so easily. Even now... But who knows? No one except me, the god or even my guardian angel know. Even if there's someone who knows it later on, nothing can change alr.

爱的魔法 世界很大爱情开始有了想像 遇见了他开始闪亮每一天都晴朗 爱的相框部落格里专属密码 所有心事都对他讲因为他是我的太阳 我的爱微笑多过泪光快乐多过感伤 你让我学会飞翔你是我第三个愿望 我的爱挂上雨天娃娃你会偷偷换下 你说你不让我受伤保护我从天亮到星光 东京铁塔或去爱丁堡的流浪 你陪着我没想太多下一秒就出发 爱心便当里面装满我的梦想 你握紧的我的手上有一颗心写满向往 我的爱微笑多过泪光快乐多过感伤 你让我学会飞翔你是我第三个愿望 我的爱挂上雨天娃娃你会偷偷换下 你说你不让我受伤保护我从天亮到星光 我的爱微笑多过泪光快乐多过感伤 你让我学会飞翔你是我第三个愿望 我的爱挂上雨天娃娃你会偷偷换下 你说你不让我受伤保护我从天亮到星光 你把永恒画上了翅膀我们越飞越高就是爱的魔法 多久了没有你的消息 上一封简讯是星期几 又错过了与你的约定 对不起真的不是故意 有时候没办法陪着你 你总是对我说没关系 放不下我对你的任性 对不起不该让你伤心 有时候你会让让我 尽管我大男人发作 有时候你会装作不懂 默默地留一些空间给我 这些事情其实我一直都藏在心里 请你原谅我不懂逗你开心 请你原谅我不懂听你的心 回想这过去我学着让你更安心 别赌气别任性别放弃说声对不起 有时候你会让让我 尽管我大男人发作 有时候你会装作不懂 默默地留一些空间给我 这些事情其实我一直都藏在心里 请你原谅我不懂逗你开心 请你原谅我不懂听你的心 回想这过去我学着让你更安心 别赌气别任性别放弃 请你相信我我会更加珍惜 请你相信我我会呵护着你 小小的爱情却是我最大的幸运 疼爱的想念的都是你 请你相信一个这样的我 请原谅我对不起对不起

We got together almost for a year alr, but we are still quarreling. I don't pick up your call is because I don't want to quarrel with you. All the things you promise me also never do. First, you said you will take off, in the end? You can't have the leave, ok I don't mind. Second, you told me you want to meet me today, in the end? Yes, you did met up with me. But how long was it? Less than an hour. You didn't talk to me much! I really don't know where they are going, that's why I kept telling you I dont know. I went out to talk on the phone with minglin about some secret. Then you kept standing beside me, how you want me talk on the phone. I told you I want to go off nicely, but in the end, you gave me attitude. I really don't know what to do. Everytime we quarrel you also misinderstand me. I really didn't shout at you. I really didn't. You don't believe, I got nothing to say. If you still angry with me after looking at this, I don't know what to do alr. You want do what also can.

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering howlong you will be around. When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it. When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more than that. Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ... Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kissesyour forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

Haha!! I now in my school cyber lab 5 using computer!! Haha. Mdm Azzah is nagginy my classmates to speak in English but not in Chinese! Haha! (: Nice right? Mdm Azzah gave us permission to use the computer after we had finished our work. BUT... I didn't do what she said. I have not finished her work. Haha, but she did not scold me. Because she don not have the time to finish marking our work. Haha. I am not the only one blogging in my class. ChuHui is doing the same thing as me. Haha. These few days kept on trying to complete my homework, but the homework keep coming in and in, more and more. So stress!! Haha. Now we are talking about the teacher in 2nd group of English lesson, sex topic in the Straits times website and alot more. Haha, all are those funny stuff. Haha! (: Grayson made Ricky remember of the sex topic in Straits Times. Haha (:

I'm so HIGH now!! Haha!! S.H.E is the one concert held at Hong Kong is super successful!!! Haha. Tickets are sold out during the first day of sale! Haha!! So GOOD!! Their next stop is at Shanghai on 31st october! Selina's birthday too! Haha. If they come to Singapore I also can't go. Cause no one acc me :( so sad! I can only enjoy the DVD after that. But it's ok, got DVD to watch better than don't have. Haha. Monday is the start of my written papers alr. Got a bit scare now. Scare cannot pass English, scare cannot pass my Mathematics. If this two also can't pass, I will be dead! Not even a single poly will want me. I will end up in the ITE. I am not saying ITE is not good. Is that, if I wanted a place in ITE, I will have choosen it last year after I received my N level results. I can even go to a higher nitec at that time. So what for I make myself ended up in a ITE of higher nitec when I get my O level results right? I will try my very best to achieve what I wanted. Even if I can't achieve the results I wanted, I have know that I had tried my best, my very best. Even if my family blames me, scold me. I will not tell them, you go try do the papers lah. I will tell me, I had done my very best alr, what you still want from me? This means, I am suitable fo a poly that's it. I won't die anyway. I still can go poly even I am in the ITE. The worst come to worst, my relatives will nag and nag me. I will just keep quiet and treat them singing song lorhs. :) Haha. OMG, I am so bad! :P This will be my timetable :) 26/10/09 English P1 13:30 26/10/09 English P2 16:00 27/10/09 Mathematics P1 14:30 28/10/09 Mathematics P2 14:30 02/11/09 Social Studies 08:00 02/11/09 Chemistry 14:00 04/11/09 Geography 14:00 05/11/09 POA P1 08:00 05/11/09 POA P2 10:45 06/11/09 Biology 14:30 10/11/09 Chinese P1 08:00 10/11/09 Chinese P2 10:45 11/11/09 Science MCQ 14:00 I will be release out of jail on 11/11/09 15:00 hours!!!~~

Labels: FEAR is here

I hate my life now! Just a stupid fucking GCE exam made me damn stressed up. the fucing thing is no one understand!!! no one!!!!!!!!

Today's sky was so dark tat I couldn't see a single star. It had been so long that I haven’t look up at the sky that long, enjoying the wind blown into the window beside me. The sky made me remembered a few years back when I saw wishing stars. That night it was also very dark, it was midnight going to dawn soon. I sat at the bench over at the chalet at Downtown East looking up to the sky. This is when I saw wishing stars. Many people always say if you make a wish when you see a wishing star, the wish will come true. At that time I made a wish, a stupid wish! I wished for a boyfriend to come asap! Haha, I am stupid right? Haha. Now the wish came true. Not just one is two! Haha. Piglet boyfriend that makes me smile and laugh every time I goes out with her, I share my secrets with her, I tell her my problems, she gives me solution and makes me smile back. Baby that care for me, stays by my side, not leaving me alone. Although, he doesn’t do that all the time, but to me, he had been my best boyfriend ever.

Labels: that's my life

[吃醋] 是因为喜欢， [生气] 是因为在乎， [发呆] 是因为想念， [伤心] 是因为不想失去。 你知道了吗？ 我知道你一直都很关心我，是我不懂得珍惜。每次都惹你生气，都是我不好。希望你不要怪我。(: Haha, was talking on the phone with Piglet boyfriend just now. We counted how many years we had been together for boyfriend. Haha, it's 1 year, 7 months and 7days. Haha. The important thing is we never quarrel! Haha, not once man. This means, girls can communicate better than boys. Haha. Maybe our character is almost the same bah, so we can communicate better. Baby is a bit hot-tempered, but piglet is very easy-going she got not much temper in her. She will just complain for awhile and forget everything the next minute. Haha. Hmm, today is me and baby's 1 year anniversary! Haha, so happy cause we can last for 1 year! (: But baby is working, so tomorrow piglet will be acc me. She keep nagging me about her blue colour care bear. So annoying. Haha, joking joking. Haha, tomorrow going out to meet her to buy her care bear. Haha (: ok, shall stop here! (: Byes

So bored! Haha, now in computer lab. Surfing on the net. I gave wugui the present yesterday, but he didn't gave me any reaction. He just said thanks and that's all. The worst is it was me who msg him asked he whether had he saw the present first. After he replied me that thanks, I sent him back so do you like the present? He answered me like entertaining me, he said: " ya (: " isn't this just wanted to answer me for the seek for answering? From that msg onwards, he didn't talk about the present anymore. Maybe I shall do the same like what he did, don't ask, don't say. Or I will not prepare any present or things for him again. Then I will not get any disappointment again huh. I am not expecting him to give me those WAO~~ reaction but just don't answer for the seek for answering can? Made me feel so irrtitated. I don't like people to entertain me for the seek of entertaining. The feeling sucks! If you don't want to answer my question, then don't answer. I don't need you to entertain me anyway. I will not die if I don't have entertainment. Times flies! O levels is coming 2 weeks later!! OH my! I have not finished my revision! Die le, die le. I need to chiong all the way now. Haha. I want get good results! Haha. (:

Hais. Stuck at my grandma house! So bored! Everyone's outside playing mahjong! I am like super bored but no one cares about me. Baby is at arcade, msg him, he very slow then reply. Now you people know why he got a nickname call wugui le bah. Haha. ( Baby, if you see this cannot angry de hor (: ) I am very sleepy alr, my contact lens made me feel more sleepy as my eyes are dry. My sister on the fan and the wind kept blowing into my eyes, making my con. dry. I very scare the con. will drop out cause my eyes too dry alr. Kept up late these two days and waking up damn early in the morning. Or maybe I should say, something happened and made me suffered from insomnia. Lucky, I am ending school this friday. From saturday onwards, I can sleep as long as I wait and no one will wake me up even I sleep until afternoon. I can sleep all I want and wake up and study on my own. Things that happened these few days made me felt that I am such a coward! I don't dare to speak up for what I want! I don't dare to say what I wanted to say. I can only say it in my heart. But who the hell can hear/know other than me! You guys will be thinkng siao! Say in the heart mind as well don't say. Ya! I am going crazy soon if things goes on like that forever and nothing changes. Hence, I will say it out before I regret for live! Cause if there's one more time that same old case happened alr, I will really break down & say bye bye to everyone. My tears are like a never ending running tap water, the tears just rolled down my cheek so easily. Even now... But who knows? No one except me, the god or even my guardian angel know. Even if there's someone who knows it later on, nothing can change alr.

爱的魔法 世界很大爱情开始有了想像 遇见了他开始闪亮每一天都晴朗 爱的相框部落格里专属密码 所有心事都对他讲因为他是我的太阳 我的爱微笑多过泪光快乐多过感伤 你让我学会飞翔你是我第三个愿望 我的爱挂上雨天娃娃你会偷偷换下 你说你不让我受伤保护我从天亮到星光 东京铁塔或去爱丁堡的流浪 你陪着我没想太多下一秒就出发 爱心便当里面装满我的梦想 你握紧的我的手上有一颗心写满向往 我的爱微笑多过泪光快乐多过感伤 你让我学会飞翔你是我第三个愿望 我的爱挂上雨天娃娃你会偷偷换下 你说你不让我受伤保护我从天亮到星光 我的爱微笑多过泪光快乐多过感伤 你让我学会飞翔你是我第三个愿望 我的爱挂上雨天娃娃你会偷偷换下 你说你不让我受伤保护我从天亮到星光 你把永恒画上了翅膀我们越飞越高就是爱的魔法 多久了没有你的消息 上一封简讯是星期几 又错过了与你的约定 对不起真的不是故意 有时候没办法陪着你 你总是对我说没关系 放不下我对你的任性 对不起不该让你伤心 有时候你会让让我 尽管我大男人发作 有时候你会装作不懂 默默地留一些空间给我 这些事情其实我一直都藏在心里 请你原谅我不懂逗你开心 请你原谅我不懂听你的心 回想这过去我学着让你更安心 别赌气别任性别放弃说声对不起 有时候你会让让我 尽管我大男人发作 有时候你会装作不懂 默默地留一些空间给我 这些事情其实我一直都藏在心里 请你原谅我不懂逗你开心 请你原谅我不懂听你的心 回想这过去我学着让你更安心 别赌气别任性别放弃 请你相信我我会更加珍惜 请你相信我我会呵护着你 小小的爱情却是我最大的幸运 疼爱的想念的都是你 请你相信一个这样的我 请原谅我对不起对不起

We got together almost for a year alr, but we are still quarreling. I don't pick up your call is because I don't want to quarrel with you. All the things you promise me also never do. First, you said you will take off, in the end? You can't have the leave, ok I don't mind. Second, you told me you want to meet me today, in the end? Yes, you did met up with me. But how long was it? Less than an hour. You didn't talk to me much! I really don't know where they are going, that's why I kept telling you I dont know. I went out to talk on the phone with minglin about some secret. Then you kept standing beside me, how you want me talk on the phone. I told you I want to go off nicely, but in the end, you gave me attitude. I really don't know what to do. Everytime we quarrel you also misinderstand me. I really didn't shout at you. I really didn't. You don't believe, I got nothing to say. If you still angry with me after looking at this, I don't know what to do alr. You want do what also can.

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering howlong you will be around. When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it. When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more than that. Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ... Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kissesyour forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

Haha!! I now in my school cyber lab 5 using computer!! Haha. Mdm Azzah is nagginy my classmates to speak in English but not in Chinese! Haha! (: Nice right? Mdm Azzah gave us permission to use the computer after we had finished our work. BUT... I didn't do what she said. I have not finished her work. Haha, but she did not scold me. Because she don not have the time to finish marking our work. Haha. I am not the only one blogging in my class. ChuHui is doing the same thing as me. Haha. These few days kept on trying to complete my homework, but the homework keep coming in and in, more and more. So stress!! Haha. Now we are talking about the teacher in 2nd group of English lesson, sex topic in the Straits times website and alot more. Haha, all are those funny stuff. Haha! (: Grayson made Ricky remember of the sex topic in Straits Times. Haha (: