super boring christmas! fcuk! can i go back now! chee-bye sia!!!! freaking pissed off! what is going on this christmas eve & christmas?! firstly, i got lost at Tanjong Pagar alone! secondly, i am seating here for a few hours doing nothing! third, no one bothers lah! knnbccb! it's just a meaningless christmas & christmas eve to me. i think i am giving up hope on christmas, christmas eve & other festival that i always look forward to alr. this fcuking year is not like those usual year anymore! maybe this represents that 2011 is a bad year ahead for me. the first thing i will meet when 2011 starts is i am going to be debar by the directors of shs for sociology because of my attendence. forget it! i can't change the fact alr. i admit my attendence sucks to the core. i dont feel like attending school, feel like quitting school, quitting this course. but what can i do? i had been paying for the school fees for 2 sem? & the school fees is like freaking expensive! why is nursing school fees so damn expensive? my results isnt good, cant apply for any sponsership or bursary. fml lah, seriously. nothing goes my way. i just told my friends that i believe in guardian angel. but i am thinking it myself now. do they really exist? i hope they are you know. i really hope. but one thing that it seems to me is that, it doesnt exist. it really don't. because i put so much hope on that and it doesn't exist? wtf sia!

omg! haha! my blog is dying~~ haha! yeah! it's holiday! omg! i am so high! although could be quite bored lah. but it's ok. it's time for me to rest :D later need to help baby do his project. :D haha! lazy baby! hahahahhahahah! omg! someone told me that i have a cute boyfriend. omg! hahah! thanks girl, love you!

i fcuking hate you now! spoilt my mood lah, seriously! can i ask you to get lost? msg you never reply, in your mind, there's only lan & your friends. nothing else. i wanted you to acc see something only leh! just a small thing!!! cant you acc me?! you go school, you didnt tell me, you reach school, you didnt tell me. still need me go ask your classmate? i really give up alr. i told myself to give up alot of times. but i didnt. now i seriously tell myself. i wont ask, wont bother. i swear! not once anymore! not once!!! i fcuking swear!

i am just like a girl w/o a bf. because my bf will rather acc his friends, play his game, have his fun than acc-ing me. text msg getting alot lesser, communication gettin alot lesser, maybe some day he will forget about me this gf. even if i am angry, unhappy or even sad, he didnt bother. i think i should learn how to survive even thought i have a boyfriend but it seems like dont have.

super boring christmas! fcuk! can i go back now! chee-bye sia!!!! freaking pissed off! what is going on this christmas eve & christmas?! firstly, i got lost at Tanjong Pagar alone! secondly, i am seating here for a few hours doing nothing! third, no one bothers lah! knnbccb! it's just a meaningless christmas & christmas eve to me. i think i am giving up hope on christmas, christmas eve & other festival that i always look forward to alr. this fcuking year is not like those usual year anymore! maybe this represents that 2011 is a bad year ahead for me. the first thing i will meet when 2011 starts is i am going to be debar by the directors of shs for sociology because of my attendence. forget it! i can't change the fact alr. i admit my attendence sucks to the core. i dont feel like attending school, feel like quitting school, quitting this course. but what can i do? i had been paying for the school fees for 2 sem? & the school fees is like freaking expensive! why is nursing school fees so damn expensive? my results isnt good, cant apply for any sponsership or bursary. fml lah, seriously. nothing goes my way. i just told my friends that i believe in guardian angel. but i am thinking it myself now. do they really exist? i hope they are you know. i really hope. but one thing that it seems to me is that, it doesnt exist. it really don't. because i put so much hope on that and it doesn't exist? wtf sia!

omg! haha! my blog is dying~~ haha! yeah! it's holiday! omg! i am so high! although could be quite bored lah. but it's ok. it's time for me to rest :D later need to help baby do his project. :D haha! lazy baby! hahahahhahahah! omg! someone told me that i have a cute boyfriend. omg! hahah! thanks girl, love you!

i fcuking hate you now! spoilt my mood lah, seriously! can i ask you to get lost? msg you never reply, in your mind, there's only lan & your friends. nothing else. i wanted you to acc see something only leh! just a small thing!!! cant you acc me?! you go school, you didnt tell me, you reach school, you didnt tell me. still need me go ask your classmate? i really give up alr. i told myself to give up alot of times. but i didnt. now i seriously tell myself. i wont ask, wont bother. i swear! not once anymore! not once!!! i fcuking swear!

i am just like a girl w/o a bf. because my bf will rather acc his friends, play his game, have his fun than acc-ing me. text msg getting alot lesser, communication gettin alot lesser, maybe some day he will forget about me this gf. even if i am angry, unhappy or even sad, he didnt bother. i think i should learn how to survive even thought i have a boyfriend but it seems like dont have.