I started crying at that moment. The moment you let go of my hand. My heart is crying from that moment to now. I can't stop crying. Someone ask me why I don't ask you why, I told that person I don't dare to ask. You know that I am afraid to go back home at night during this month, you know I said I don't want you to send me home is want. But you wanted to acc your friends not me

i just scalded myself with hot water, so painful. but there's no one by myside....

Hais, I don't know why things can't get the way I wanted? I don't know what happened to you? Is it that you didn't see me? Or you don't want to see me? Or you see me but you purposely don't want to see me? I really don't know.

I have taken my oral today, I have prepared alot of things to say to the examiner but when I entered the examination room, my mind went blank! J forgotten what I have prepared to say to the examiner. My reading was so fluent while I was preparing, but when I was reading to the examiner, I kept pausing and pausing. ARGH! Hope the results turn out to be good then. Hmm, it was fun at tution just now. We heard a lot of stories from Mr Png. Haha. He recommanded a English book to us, it was a book of essays written by a ang moh living in Singapore for 12 years. The book is about his view on Singapore. There are topics like, Singapore girls, chicken fingers, the hungry ghost festival and garung- guni. The hungry this one was quite funny. The story is about his view on the festival. He said that he once have the thought to take the offerings for the 'good brothers'. The Chinese got a belief that if you take the offerings, you will be haunted by the spirits of the 'good brothers'. When I heard this from Mr Png, I was laughing and laughing. The other one was that we belief that if we stepped on the burned wooden joss stick, we will also be haunted by them and a lot of things will happened to us. But the ang moh hAd stepped on it for so many times but nothing had happened to him. Haha. This ang moh was funny huh?! Haha. The Singapore girls one was funny too :) haha, this story was the first story he had written when he arrived at Singapore. When he arrived at Singapore, it was mid-night so he took a taxi and told the uncle to go the cheapest hotel as he was taking his flat keys in the afternoon later on. So the uncle drove him to Geylang. Just when he alighted the taxi, a lady dressed so sexy approached him, asking him whether does he want to have a date with her. The angmoh was so tired that he replied no. When he arrived at the hotel lobby, a lady who dressed the same way like the first lady asked him the same thing. So the angmoh replied her the same thing. He thought that he was so handsome that so much girls wanted to go for a date with him. Haha. After he moved into the HDB flat, he went to the nearby coffee shop and he saw a few ladies sitting there. He thought the ladies will say the same things as those at Geylang. So he walked passed them for the first time, the ladies didn't ask him anything. He thought the ladies didn't saw him, and he walked passed them the second time. The ladies didn't ask anything again, so he walked to them the third time and asked them. " why didn't you asked me out for a date?" guess what the ladies replied him? They said this to him, " siao ar" the angmoh was shocked why the ladies called him crazy. Haha. How stupid he was right? Super funny huh!

I went out to study with MingLin in the aftenoon at Lot. We was at the library at around 2 plus, but there was no seats so we went down to the mac at 4pm. Met up with baby over there. MingLin went to her grandma's house at 5 while I headed up to the library with baby and study again. We got seats this time round. Studied until 7 plus 8, then went up arcade with him to relax. Because when I was studying, he got nothing to do. So it's my turn to acc him back alr. Not long after, ZhengHao & ZhiJie came. Saw Alex there too. Went to have dinner at 9 plus, went home after dinner. Watched one HK show while talking on phone with baby. Now he's at Teck Whye mac with ZhengHao, ZhiJie & RST. Shouldn't disturb him anymore alr. Let him have fun bah. He told me to go to bed, but I didn't cause I can't get to bed. OK shall stop here. Tomorrow waking up at 6am and heading to my brother's camp andthen to my grandmother's house.

Labels: 我受伤了

Hmm, blogger has started to turn weird. Don't know what happened. Hais. Nevermind, I think it will go back to normal someday. Baby don't believe I can go missing for a month or so and he can't find me no matter how hard he tries. Haha, he dares me! So I shall go missing for a month or so right? Haha. I will make him believe that I can survive a month or so without contacting with him, wu gui zhu, updating my blog & so on. He doesn't know much of my classmates, those whom he knows, doesn't want me to be their friends. He doesn't have wu gui zhu's number. Although he have Eric's number, but I don't think he will contact him. Haha. Hmm, I where got so bad? Haha, I will only go missing for 2 to 3 years only mah. Haha. If I really go missing, I think he will go crazy bah. Haha. I also don't know will he go crazy a not. Maybe he won't. I also dont know. Ok, shall stop here alr. Bye people!

Hmm, I said I will update my blog more detailed right? Haha, I am back. As I said in my previous post, I went to K Box with 3 of my good friends. Haha. We took some photos too, will upload later on. When we went back to Lo 1 and watched the movie, we took neoprints. Haha. Long tme didn't take it alr. Haha. I took it with Winnie, Beng & Dornal(Quek). Haha, I love t be with them, because you can always hear the sound of luaghter all the time. No matter is it during the time we are eating, in the MRT travelling back, taking neoprints or even when Dornal compete Intial D with ChoonKiat(CK). Haha, ohya, Dornal had became my 'DAD'. Haha. I got another papa alr. :) Saw Algernon, YuanQuan, ChengYeh and their friends at Lot 1. They watched the same movie as me. The movie is so funny! Haha. I still remember got a scene when no one shouted, Dornal shouted. Haha. He made himself so paiseh. Haha. I had decided to buy a long grey smiley tee from a blogshop which cost me $17.50. I need to save money for my own use now alr. From now on, I must bank in money to my bank every friday if I am not going out on Saturday & Sunday. Even I am going out, I will just save $10 for the day. This is beacuse, if I don't save up now, next time I won't have money to go out shopping after my O's alr. Haha. I will be going out with MingLin to shopping after O's. Haha. :( sad le lah... Baby can't meet me this few days alr. I think now we want to meet up frequently also cannot alr. He's busy with work, school & his friends. Me? Busy with my school work, AEP. Even if I got extra time when I can acc him, he also won't confirm got the time to acc me. But what can I do? We are in different school, studying different things, different school time. When I finished lesson, he hasn't. When he finished lesson, I hasn't. When I am free, he's with his friends or in the acarde. But what I do? There's nothing I would do. Nevermind, I shall use those time to revise for my O's then. Ok, shall upload photos now! :)
Winnie & I :D

Beng & Quek :D

Four of us! :D

SNAP SHOTS!






Beng & I :)

Done by: LiWen, YanShan, Amirah, Nisah & I

Nice?

Big Feast last week! :D







Hmm, that's all I have. The neoprints I will scan into computer tomorrow if I got time & post it tomorrow. My O level Mother Tongue result is coming out tomorrow. Wish me good luck to get an A? :)

Hehe. Went out to K box with Winnie, Beng & Quek yesterday. Haha. Had lots of fun! Went to watch midnight movie with them, Justin, Wilson & CK. Haha. The movie is Jack Neo's new movie. Haha. So funny and nice! Hmm, saw a shirt on blogspot which I wanna buy, but no money now. Even $16 also can't afford :( hais. Will update more detail next time.

Woo~ Finally finished my PRELIMS! Yeah! So high now. Haha. Although O level haven't finished yet, but at least I had finished one major exam. I am 1 more step closer to O level alr, which means, I need to work more harder to get into my ideal couse. Hmm, going to K-box this sunday with Winnie, Beng & Quek. Long time never sing K alr. Haha. Hope Suunday can faster reach!!! Haha. After my O levels, I will go work & learn volin or flute & some D.I.Y making bah. Haha. My mum said she allow me to learn the D.I.Y one. I haven't told her about learing musical instrument. I think she will say, yo got money then you go pay and learn lorhs. But if I go work, learn so many things, keep take leave like not very good leh. Haha. Long time never go out with baby alr. Alot of things happened this month, all is not good de. Hais, hope all these things can faster over. 坏的快点过去，好运快点来！

Labels: Please let me forget all those bad things

I started crying at that moment. The moment you let go of my hand. My heart is crying from that moment to now. I can't stop crying. Someone ask me why I don't ask you why, I told that person I don't dare to ask. You know that I am afraid to go back home at night during this month, you know I said I don't want you to send me home is want. But you wanted to acc your friends not me

i just scalded myself with hot water, so painful. but there's no one by myside....

Hais, I don't know why things can't get the way I wanted? I don't know what happened to you? Is it that you didn't see me? Or you don't want to see me? Or you see me but you purposely don't want to see me? I really don't know.

I have taken my oral today, I have prepared alot of things to say to the examiner but when I entered the examination room, my mind went blank! J forgotten what I have prepared to say to the examiner. My reading was so fluent while I was preparing, but when I was reading to the examiner, I kept pausing and pausing. ARGH! Hope the results turn out to be good then. Hmm, it was fun at tution just now. We heard a lot of stories from Mr Png. Haha. He recommanded a English book to us, it was a book of essays written by a ang moh living in Singapore for 12 years. The book is about his view on Singapore. There are topics like, Singapore girls, chicken fingers, the hungry ghost festival and garung- guni. The hungry this one was quite funny. The story is about his view on the festival. He said that he once have the thought to take the offerings for the 'good brothers'. The Chinese got a belief that if you take the offerings, you will be haunted by the spirits of the 'good brothers'. When I heard this from Mr Png, I was laughing and laughing. The other one was that we belief that if we stepped on the burned wooden joss stick, we will also be haunted by them and a lot of things will happened to us. But the ang moh hAd stepped on it for so many times but nothing had happened to him. Haha. This ang moh was funny huh?! Haha. The Singapore girls one was funny too :) haha, this story was the first story he had written when he arrived at Singapore. When he arrived at Singapore, it was mid-night so he took a taxi and told the uncle to go the cheapest hotel as he was taking his flat keys in the afternoon later on. So the uncle drove him to Geylang. Just when he alighted the taxi, a lady dressed so sexy approached him, asking him whether does he want to have a date with her. The angmoh was so tired that he replied no. When he arrived at the hotel lobby, a lady who dressed the same way like the first lady asked him the same thing. So the angmoh replied her the same thing. He thought that he was so handsome that so much girls wanted to go for a date with him. Haha. After he moved into the HDB flat, he went to the nearby coffee shop and he saw a few ladies sitting there. He thought the ladies will say the same things as those at Geylang. So he walked passed them for the first time, the ladies didn't ask him anything. He thought the ladies didn't saw him, and he walked passed them the second time. The ladies didn't ask anything again, so he walked to them the third time and asked them. " why didn't you asked me out for a date?" guess what the ladies replied him? They said this to him, " siao ar" the angmoh was shocked why the ladies called him crazy. Haha. How stupid he was right? Super funny huh!

I went out to study with MingLin in the aftenoon at Lot. We was at the library at around 2 plus, but there was no seats so we went down to the mac at 4pm. Met up with baby over there. MingLin went to her grandma's house at 5 while I headed up to the library with baby and study again. We got seats this time round. Studied until 7 plus 8, then went up arcade with him to relax. Because when I was studying, he got nothing to do. So it's my turn to acc him back alr. Not long after, ZhengHao & ZhiJie came. Saw Alex there too. Went to have dinner at 9 plus, went home after dinner. Watched one HK show while talking on phone with baby. Now he's at Teck Whye mac with ZhengHao, ZhiJie & RST. Shouldn't disturb him anymore alr. Let him have fun bah. He told me to go to bed, but I didn't cause I can't get to bed. OK shall stop here. Tomorrow waking up at 6am and heading to my brother's camp andthen to my grandmother's house.

Labels: 我受伤了

Hmm, blogger has started to turn weird. Don't know what happened. Hais. Nevermind, I think it will go back to normal someday. Baby don't believe I can go missing for a month or so and he can't find me no matter how hard he tries. Haha, he dares me! So I shall go missing for a month or so right? Haha. I will make him believe that I can survive a month or so without contacting with him, wu gui zhu, updating my blog & so on. He doesn't know much of my classmates, those whom he knows, doesn't want me to be their friends. He doesn't have wu gui zhu's number. Although he have Eric's number, but I don't think he will contact him. Haha. Hmm, I where got so bad? Haha, I will only go missing for 2 to 3 years only mah. Haha. If I really go missing, I think he will go crazy bah. Haha. I also don't know will he go crazy a not. Maybe he won't. I also dont know. Ok, shall stop here alr. Bye people!

Hmm, I said I will update my blog more detailed right? Haha, I am back. As I said in my previous post, I went to K Box with 3 of my good friends. Haha. We took some photos too, will upload later on. When we went back to Lo 1 and watched the movie, we took neoprints. Haha. Long tme didn't take it alr. Haha. I took it with Winnie, Beng & Dornal(Quek). Haha, I love t be with them, because you can always hear the sound of luaghter all the time. No matter is it during the time we are eating, in the MRT travelling back, taking neoprints or even when Dornal compete Intial D with ChoonKiat(CK). Haha, ohya, Dornal had became my 'DAD'. Haha. I got another papa alr. :) Saw Algernon, YuanQuan, ChengYeh and their friends at Lot 1. They watched the same movie as me. The movie is so funny! Haha. I still remember got a scene when no one shouted, Dornal shouted. Haha. He made himself so paiseh. Haha. I had decided to buy a long grey smiley tee from a blogshop which cost me $17.50. I need to save money for my own use now alr. From now on, I must bank in money to my bank every friday if I am not going out on Saturday & Sunday. Even I am going out, I will just save $10 for the day. This is beacuse, if I don't save up now, next time I won't have money to go out shopping after my O's alr. Haha. I will be going out with MingLin to shopping after O's. Haha. :( sad le lah... Baby can't meet me this few days alr. I think now we want to meet up frequently also cannot alr. He's busy with work, school & his friends. Me? Busy with my school work, AEP. Even if I got extra time when I can acc him, he also won't confirm got the time to acc me. But what can I do? We are in different school, studying different things, different school time. When I finished lesson, he hasn't. When he finished lesson, I hasn't. When I am free, he's with his friends or in the acarde. But what I do? There's nothing I would do. Nevermind, I shall use those time to revise for my O's then. Ok, shall upload photos now! :)
Winnie & I :D

Beng & Quek :D

Four of us! :D

SNAP SHOTS!






Beng & I :)

Done by: LiWen, YanShan, Amirah, Nisah & I

Nice?

Big Feast last week! :D







Hmm, that's all I have. The neoprints I will scan into computer tomorrow if I got time & post it tomorrow. My O level Mother Tongue result is coming out tomorrow. Wish me good luck to get an A? :)

Hehe. Went out to K box with Winnie, Beng & Quek yesterday. Haha. Had lots of fun! Went to watch midnight movie with them, Justin, Wilson & CK. Haha. The movie is Jack Neo's new movie. Haha. So funny and nice! Hmm, saw a shirt on blogspot which I wanna buy, but no money now. Even $16 also can't afford :( hais. Will update more detail next time.

Woo~ Finally finished my PRELIMS! Yeah! So high now. Haha. Although O level haven't finished yet, but at least I had finished one major exam. I am 1 more step closer to O level alr, which means, I need to work more harder to get into my ideal couse. Hmm, going to K-box this sunday with Winnie, Beng & Quek. Long time never sing K alr. Haha. Hope Suunday can faster reach!!! Haha. After my O levels, I will go work & learn volin or flute & some D.I.Y making bah. Haha. My mum said she allow me to learn the D.I.Y one. I haven't told her about learing musical instrument. I think she will say, yo got money then you go pay and learn lorhs. But if I go work, learn so many things, keep take leave like not very good leh. Haha. Long time never go out with baby alr. Alot of things happened this month, all is not good de. Hais, hope all these things can faster over. 坏的快点过去，好运快点来！

Labels: Please let me forget all those bad things