I've really made up my mind. I should just initiate to end all these. No matter how much I try to talk peacefully with you. You will just ended up shouting and quarreling with me. We're always quarreling over the same old matter, whether is it Zhixian or you didn't reply my text. Same old thing. You never put yourself in my shoes that I'm worried. Maybe you won't care anymore, because to you, I'm only a friend or I should say a best friend that could have sex. Not even a girlfriend. So you need not to be worried about me. I should just be the same.

You never listens to me. Whenever I tell you things, you always ignored. Always telling me anything. Then walked off. Leaving me alone behind. Yes, it's not the first time. I really can't remember when was the first time. It's been too many times alr. I couldn't recall at all. All I could recall was just us quarreling in the public, you slapping me, yelling and shouting at me in the public. I really hate those time. I hate those times when we quarreled on the streets. Me trying to run away but it doesn't seems to work. Everything was fine during our honeymoon period. Everything just started because of a msg, just one single msg.

Maybe I didn't tell you, before you asked me to be together with you, I alr had someone I like in mind. They knows it. But somehow, i have abit of feelings towards you also. So when you asked me to be together with you, I thought it twice. Remember you asked me a few times? The first time was at the staircase opposite my blk? After that I told you, I want to think about it, give me a few days time? I really don't know if it's right for me to accept you at that time. They asked me to give it a try, if it doesn't work it out, at least I tried. I didn't tell you my answer immediately. I only said yes when you asked me again. And I told you I will try. I tried, we're all happy at that time, but it doesn't seems to work out for me. I didn't say anything. I don't want to disappoint you. I didn't know that msg will ended ourselves like this. I saw how you got angry and jealous, the first time I'm being yelled and scolded at orchard road along the streets. The first time ever I hurted myself. Ever since then. We're quarreling almost every other day. I don't recall what we're quarreling about. Could you? All I could recall was once I saw your mail, you told WeiQi that you miss her, you wish that you and her could get back to what you guys were at that time. This is when we started to drift apart again. That time was me, now it was you. The gap and quarrels between us getting bigger and bigger. Slowly, as time passed, we started to quarrel almost everyday, over small matters and big matters. I don't remember when I started stop trying to save this r/s. I couldn't remember when was the first time I fought back. And when time passed, none of us started to save this r/s. and we ended up in this stage. Stage 7 of a r/s, break up.

I've really made up my mind. I should just initiate to end all these. No matter how much I try to talk peacefully with you. You will just ended up shouting and quarreling with me. We're always quarreling over the same old matter, whether is it Zhixian or you didn't reply my text. Same old thing. You never put yourself in my shoes that I'm worried. Maybe you won't care anymore, because to you, I'm only a friend or I should say a best friend that could have sex. Not even a girlfriend. So you need not to be worried about me. I should just be the same.

You never listens to me. Whenever I tell you things, you always ignored. Always telling me anything. Then walked off. Leaving me alone behind. Yes, it's not the first time. I really can't remember when was the first time. It's been too many times alr. I couldn't recall at all. All I could recall was just us quarreling in the public, you slapping me, yelling and shouting at me in the public. I really hate those time. I hate those times when we quarreled on the streets. Me trying to run away but it doesn't seems to work. Everything was fine during our honeymoon period. Everything just started because of a msg, just one single msg.

Maybe I didn't tell you, before you asked me to be together with you, I alr had someone I like in mind. They knows it. But somehow, i have abit of feelings towards you also. So when you asked me to be together with you, I thought it twice. Remember you asked me a few times? The first time was at the staircase opposite my blk? After that I told you, I want to think about it, give me a few days time? I really don't know if it's right for me to accept you at that time. They asked me to give it a try, if it doesn't work it out, at least I tried. I didn't tell you my answer immediately. I only said yes when you asked me again. And I told you I will try. I tried, we're all happy at that time, but it doesn't seems to work out for me. I didn't say anything. I don't want to disappoint you. I didn't know that msg will ended ourselves like this. I saw how you got angry and jealous, the first time I'm being yelled and scolded at orchard road along the streets. The first time ever I hurted myself. Ever since then. We're quarreling almost every other day. I don't recall what we're quarreling about. Could you? All I could recall was once I saw your mail, you told WeiQi that you miss her, you wish that you and her could get back to what you guys were at that time. This is when we started to drift apart again. That time was me, now it was you. The gap and quarrels between us getting bigger and bigger. Slowly, as time passed, we started to quarrel almost everyday, over small matters and big matters. I don't remember when I started stop trying to save this r/s. I couldn't remember when was the first time I fought back. And when time passed, none of us started to save this r/s. and we ended up in this stage. Stage 7 of a r/s, break up.