I did something silly today. For the sake of wanting myself not to forget the one that you like is no longer me, I forced myself to quarrel with you. You said the one you like is not Angela. I've been thinking, is it liqi? Peijun? Or weileng? I really wish to know who is that girl that made you fall in love with her. Who is the 幸福 girl? I feel so silly to made that card for you, that I thought you will tell me a word of thanks or give me a hug or something. But I'm wrong. You have a lot of things to talk to those girls but you will never find a topic to talk to me. This really made me feel like giving up. I'm so silly till I purposely took bus from outram park, just to hope that I will see you at Stevens road waiting for the bus which I know it's impossible. Because you can take mrt rather than taking bus. I'm so silly till I wanted to wait outside your base for you a lot of times. Just to see you. But I know if I really do that, you will be angry. You said, you never like Angela, I've gotten it wrongly. You like the card I gave you. Maybe ever since that time you should just made me hate you by kissing or hugging another girl infront of me, then I won't keep thinking that we still have chance of getting back together?
I really don't know what you're thinking now. Your feelings towards me, or the girl you like. When I'm at your house, I still feel like I'm your girlfriend. But once I left your house, I feel that we're strangers. Especially when you're with your friends. We can hold hands, we could hug, we could kiss and do all kinds of things like what we do when we're together when we're alone together. It will all changes when we left each other. I don't understand why.