I hate myself why should I think so highly of myself that I could go visiting with you during cny. Your family doesn't like me. How would they let me go? Maybe you didn't want me to go also, maybe you didn't fight for the chance for me till the end. You will only throw temper at me when I don't even know a single thing. You let me hope so much, but ended up telling me a bad news. How am I suppose to react? :'(