Revising for my social studies test now. My mum keep coming into my room and check on me. It's so irritaing. She kept on saying why just now don't want finish the homework. I feel like telling her, don't you know I just got back from tution and my friend didn't pass me the homework and I had to ask my friend email the questions to me. When I opened the file, I was like OMG!! So much? How am I suppose to finished? Just then, I remembered that I owe Mdm Yue 3 essay, 1 functional writting! She's going to nag me again tomorrow. My god!! Ms Koh's haing a test tomorrow & we need to complete the points for the essays given by her. Mdm Yue is having 3 periods with us the last 3 periods. How am I going to complete her Chinese homework. Have sudden thought of not going to school tomorrow, but my mum will kill me if that's the case. I think the only way left now is complete it fast then. I think I will only go to bed at 12 plus if not 1 plus. OK, shall stop bye! (:

It is the first time I threw my temper in front of your friends. I don't mean it. I don't like people to force me do a particular thing again and again. You kept on forcing and forcing me, made me feel damn irritated. I rather go for it than facing you. It really pissed me off just now. You don't like people to force you, what about me? Have you thought of me? I am a bit pissed of with someone alr, yet you kept forcing me. I didn't reply you or call you is not because I was busy with my work, it's that I don't want to hear your voice at all!

Haha, 我的乌龟男友换电话了！好开心好开心哦！He's now having a Singtel line!! Haha, I can msg him whenever I want le, cause i got unlimited free msgs to Singtel holder! Hahahaha! Waiting to eat my dinner. Hungry, hungry! :) Haha

Chapter 1: 因为爱很大 人类努力用言语形容的 经常只能是「爱」的一小部分而已。 “ 爱可以修补一切 爱 也必须爱修补 ” “ 我们终觉得寂寞 终是期待 末个人 响我们的生命走来 却忘记有些人从来没有走开 知道被 末个人 伤害 才发现那些从来没有走开的人 才是这一生 爱我们最久和最爱我们的人 ” “ 试试看 对你心爱的人 把心里的声音说出来。。。。 ” Chapter 2: 幸福 幸福是 发现自己可以带给别人幸福！ “ 幸福经常是复数的 ” “ 幸福 经常在你生活的小圈圈里 ” “ 帮助别人的大好机会很难碰到 但普通一点的机会却到处都是 ”

I starting crying from that moment of time. I do not dare to talk much because I am afraid you will see me cry. Everytime when I cried, you will scold me. Even now, I am crying. I don't know why I can't stop. The tears just came down just like that. My mum is naggy at my phone bills alr. I can't msg much to M1 and starhub holders because I only have unlimted msgs to Singtel holders. If you are looking for me, just give me a call. I got free incoming call.

Labels: Crying

OH MY, OH MY! I saw a car accident yesterday morning when I was at the bus stop waiting for bus to school. It happened just opposite my block. I saw the car flew and it ran into the shelther opposite my house. So scary. I heard the braking sound before seeing the car flew and rean into the shelther. I think the driver sould be avoiding something, if not there won't be the braking sound. Lucky I went out of house earlier, if not I will see the whole incident infornt of my eyes. By then, I will be afraid to walk back home myself at night or even afraid to walk to that direction. SCARY HUH!

Labels: The Car Accident

Even I just see you for 5 minutes, it's ok. At least I could see you.

只不过刚好吹着南风 突然想去海边走走 回味一个人的自由 只是和朋友聊了好久 一时忘了时间在走 偶尔也要让你想想我 就算你紧紧牵着我也不代表我属于你 我有自己的生活爱不是每天相依为命 我要对爱坚持半糖主义 永远让你觉得意犹未尽 若有似无的甜才不会觉得腻 我要对爱坚持半糖主义 真心不用天天黏在一起 爱得来不易要留一点空隙彼此才能呼吸 不要让我不能呼吸 有多少温柔何必一次就用尽 只不过有时我的电话收不到 爱都给了你为什么还不放心我 如果你始终想要掌控 霸道不是一种温柔 我只能说缘分还不够 也许每天形影不离 你反而会没有兴趣 爱的秘诀就是保持刚刚好的距离 真的爱放开了手也不会随风去 真的爱心意相通何必太多甜言和蜜语

I am looking for trouble this few days. I said somethings that I shouldn't say here. But I will not take back what I say and I will not regret.

What does the word ‘Promises’ means to you? To me, promises cannot be broken. Once a promise is broken, it will lose faith in each other. As he/she will not believe what you say again despite you apologize for a million times. I have lost faith in some people in my life. I am trying very hard not to believe them totally in what they say, as the more I believe in them, the more I will get hurt. A particular person had been hurt by me because she lost faith in what I had said to her earlier. I don’t wish this to happen to the people around me including myself. The feeling really hurts! It hurts more than a person who betrayed you; it hurts more than you lost a boyfriend. Lost faith in a person will cause you to lose a friend, a friend that you have known for many years. I am starting to lose faith in a person now. No matter what I say, that particular person (A) will scold me. I say my feelings out to A, in the end I got a scolding. I kept quiet, A scolds me again. What can I do? Say also cannot, don’t say also cannot. Say also scold, don’t say also scold. What I do also scold, am I really in wrong? Have A put himself/herself into my shoes, I don’t think so. What I say, he/she doesn’t put it in his/her heart. I said no, yet him/her stops for the time being and starts again after a few days. The minute I said no, immediately I will see him/her face getting sad, and my heart went soft and there goes me into the hole. Just like what the Chinese says:’ 你明明看到前面有洞，你还踩下去. ‘which means, you saw the hole in front of you yet you still went stepping into it. In other words, saying that you are stupid / dumb. Yes, I know I will be scolded stupid. But what can I do? My heart just went soft when I saw the sad expression. Just like now, I know A will see this and will be sad or maybe angry with me. In the end, I will get a scolding from A. At that time, my heart will be crying and crying. During each time we quarrel, my heart aches and cries. A saw me crying but A did nothing. A will just tell me, ‘stop crying alr!’ fiercely at me. My heart aches more by then, and this leads to more crying. And now, A’s at a place that A could relieve stress and me. A rather go there than …. Forget it. A will know what I am saying. A gave me quite a number of promises. It’s not the matter of I comparing with the others. Is that why others could keep their promises, why can’t A. Am I right? OK, I shall stop about my promises. I don’t wish to be scolded more. I’m watching ‘Fated To Love You’ now. Chen Xinyi is so poor thing. I hate Shi Anna. She caused Xinyi to lose her baby. If Anna have not let gave Xinyi the abortion agreement and said that it was from Chunxi, Xinyi won’t run away when she saw Chunxi chasing her back. If she didn’t run, she will not have met that car accident and lost her baby; Ji Nian Pin. But if you people thinks that it wasn’t Anna’s fault because she too afraid to lose Chunxi, you are wrong. If Anna really love Chunxi and doesn’t want to lose him, she should have board the cruise on Chunxi’s birthday. If she had board the cruise, Xinyi will not went into Chunxi’s room as her boyfriend had dumped her on that day too. If she had not gone into Chunxi’s room, she will not get pregnant. All is that Shi Anna’s fault. Haha. OK, I shall here then. Bye people.

Haha, I know I changed my blogskin again. Cause I am very irritated with the tortoise one, I want to add some navigations but I can’t figure out why can’t add, so I decided to give up. Haha, I am consider a smart girl alr ok, at least I can help ShanChun changed his blogskin ok. Haha. Hmm, I’m watching the Channel U show which is similar to the ‘Don’t forget the lyrics’ Taiwan version. Haha. The show is very funny. Haha. Made me keep laughing and laughing. Haha. :D Ok, shall stop here then, bye people! :D Jia you for O’s! :D Share this song with you guys :D 谁拉住我 谁救救我 我从高空狠狠地坠落 谁叫醒我 说这是梦 说你和她什么都还没有 在窒息的沉默中 你握住我的手 爱怎么了 我怎么了 一句话都没有说 我曾经以为爱情应该诚实 但诚实却是最尖锐的刀子 坦白一切留给我决定 是多么的自私 我恨你 就连你的感谢都太诚实 你不懂最大的温柔是掩饰 在我转身之前你看不到我流泪的样子 你没有错 我没有错 像一阵风吹熄了承诺 你挣扎过 你要我懂 那谁来懂我心里的黑洞 我从来没有这么渴望你欺骗我 想开一切 正疮百口 宁愿到底怎么过 我曾经以为爱情应该诚实 但诚实却是最尖锐的刀子 你坦白一切留给我决定 是多么的自私 我恨你 就连你的感谢都太诚实 你不懂最大的温柔是掩饰 在我转身之前你看不到我流泪的样子 哦~~ 我曾经以为爱情应该诚实 ho~ 但诚实却是最尖锐的刀子 你坦白一切留给我决定 是多么的自私 我恨你 就连你的感谢都太诚实 ho~ 你不懂最大的温柔是掩饰 在我转身之前你看不到我流泪的样子

Sometimes I really feel like a stranger, a 100% stranger. Be it with you or with anyone of your friends. When I am compared to something else, I am always the last in your priority. You didn't do what you say, you didn't keep any of your promises. Sometimes I really feel very tiringwhen ian with you, cause I don't know what you are thinking, you never tell me what you are thinking. I always need to guess what you are thinking....

Die Die Die!!! I am falling sick le, my flu is there for days alr still haven't recover. So xinku!! Still thinking whether I should go to City Square a not leh. Baby isn't working tomorrow, if I go, I can't acc him alr. Just damn tired, my eyes are dropping down, my nose is dropping down too. Eyes very itchy, nose very itchy. My hand is starting to get itchy. ARGH!! Both eyes are damn red too...

I am starting to feel like we are drifting far apart alr... But what can I do? There's nothing I could do...

I dont know what's gong on with my bloody laptop. Maybe it just dont want me to post something I wanted to post few minutes ago. No matter what, I will still post. I am getting more sick and tired about my life alr. I also dont know why...

NO BRAIN NO BRAIN NO BRAIN!!! Ya lah, your biggest duaghter got big brain i got no brain lah! Also dont know am I your duaghter a not! I study, you said I am not studying, when I am alone at mac study you also dont know, you always think that I am going out with my friends to play play and play. you say i never think you got think a not? Ya, i am not as clever as her so what? I have alr tried my best alr, you dont believe what the fuck i can do? i study you dont believe i said i didnt you also dont believe. you always thinks that i am going out to play. what she say you also believe, what i say you will never believe. just because i am a NA student, just because i am a thief before. she only know how to complain about my wrongs, then me leh? i got say her a not. ask her questions on math look down on me, i got tell you these a not? what if i tell you, you also wont side me, you always say i didnt ask them politely all those rubbish. htey dont want to teach me, think that i am stupid, no matter how polite i ask they also wont teach me de right? you will only say i dont tell you things, i tell you things you believe mah??? you also dont believe. i die you also dont care de lah. then what for give birth to me? i am just a piece of rubbish that give you trouble, isnt it? i am just an incident anyway! you all didnt plan to have me in the first place isnt it? then might as well go for abortion. maybe i will be in another better family that dotes me from top to bottom. or maybe their only daughter, or even come from a rich family! what for i need you people? say my friends no use, then her friends all got use lah, cause all got brais mah, my friends no brains mah! you then no braina!!! smart doent mean that they are clever. their IQ is high but EQ is low!! also never think of consequences, BRAINLESS FREAK!! NO BRAIN!!! Smart so what!!! Working so what!! Got boyfriend that is rich so what!!! You this fucking brainless freak! Hate me so much then chase me out of the house lah! best still no need see your faces.

Bored bored bored!! I just bored!!! Bored from the top to the bottom!!!! Haha, I think I am going crazy soon! Very very soon!!!

Haha, I just chatted with MingLin in the evening. Haha. She so crap lorh! Ask me pay for all her expenses when she visit me. Haha. Who care her lah? Crazy girl. Haha. We chatted at her tagboard. Haha. I think she's going crazy soon le. Haha, study until got a bit siao siao le. Haha. Hmm, I think it's time for me to get used to the days without him alr. I don't know why I keep got a feeling that he will leave me some day. Maybe is because we kept quarreling these few days. I don't blame him because I know his exams are here, he's having stress and afraid he can't pass. But I really hope I won't quarrel with him anymore, I don't like the feeling. Although, he said he's not scolding me, but the tone and everything really sounds like scolding me. I don't like people to scream and shout at me, I used to scold the person back if that person scream and shout at me. Don't know why I didn't did that to him. Maybe is I love him too much, I just want him to be happy and I suffer all the unhappy things and feelings bah. Hmm, shall stop here then. Bye bye....

I love these lyrics 纪念品 为你抄笔记为你织围巾你夸我细心 靠窗的位置奶茶要少冰我帮你留意 专属的雨衣晚安的简讯是你的贴心 一直以为永恒的爱就是你 怎么最近你对我很安静却对她细心 不再有卡片没离线讯息冷漠得彻底 有人说长大爱就会变形只剩下回忆 直到那天你的缺席才相信 原来你的心有空隙 她才能轻易地占据 我没本领我不争气假装不在意 原来我的心有空隙 还留著有你的记忆 woo`` 眼泪是我爱情的纪念品 怎么最近你对我很安静却对她细心 不再有卡片没离线讯息冷漠得彻底 有人说长大爱就会变形只剩下回忆 直到那天你的缺席才相信 原来你的心有空隙 她才能轻易地占据 我没本领我不争气假装不在意 原来我的心有空隙 还留著有你的记忆 woo`` 眼泪是我爱情的纪念品 原来你的心有空隙 她才能轻易地占据 我没本领我不争气假装不在意 原来我的心有空隙 还留著有你的记忆 woo`` 眼泪是我爱情的纪念品 我知道 从来没想过不能再和你牵手 委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛 一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂 一直忘了说我有多感动 我知道你还是爱着我 虽然分开的理由我们都已接受 你知道我会有多难过 所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油 我知道你还放不下我 才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头 我们都知道彼此心中 其实这份爱没停过 曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头 我多希望你还在我左右 答应你我会好好过 不让这些眼泪白流 谁说 送我回家的路上你沉默默不说话 我努力讲冷的笑话 我想我明白了吧你的冷漠会解答 我们之间都在逞强 别说我还会遇到更好的男孩 别说还是朋友太老派 该分开就分开 谁说我没长大 谁说我不够坚强 就算受了伤也不会害怕 有一天幸福再造访 谁说我放不下 谁说不能去原谅 虽然有时候还是会想他 对的人却在另个方向 谁说我没长大 谁说我不够坚强 就算受了伤也不会害怕 一个人有好多梦想 谁说我放不下 谁说不能去原谅 虽然有时候还是会想他 离开了才能各自飞翔

you said i dont trust you, but that not the case. You go out and ask other girls, if there's one who say it's ok. then i will say i dont trust you, if that's not the case. please dont say i dont trust you. i will not contact you for awhile, you no need to find me cause you are not going to find me

Revising for my social studies test now. My mum keep coming into my room and check on me. It's so irritaing. She kept on saying why just now don't want finish the homework. I feel like telling her, don't you know I just got back from tution and my friend didn't pass me the homework and I had to ask my friend email the questions to me. When I opened the file, I was like OMG!! So much? How am I suppose to finished? Just then, I remembered that I owe Mdm Yue 3 essay, 1 functional writting! She's going to nag me again tomorrow. My god!! Ms Koh's haing a test tomorrow & we need to complete the points for the essays given by her. Mdm Yue is having 3 periods with us the last 3 periods. How am I going to complete her Chinese homework. Have sudden thought of not going to school tomorrow, but my mum will kill me if that's the case. I think the only way left now is complete it fast then. I think I will only go to bed at 12 plus if not 1 plus. OK, shall stop bye! (:

It is the first time I threw my temper in front of your friends. I don't mean it. I don't like people to force me do a particular thing again and again. You kept on forcing and forcing me, made me feel damn irritated. I rather go for it than facing you. It really pissed me off just now. You don't like people to force you, what about me? Have you thought of me? I am a bit pissed of with someone alr, yet you kept forcing me. I didn't reply you or call you is not because I was busy with my work, it's that I don't want to hear your voice at all!

Haha, 我的乌龟男友换电话了！好开心好开心哦！He's now having a Singtel line!! Haha, I can msg him whenever I want le, cause i got unlimited free msgs to Singtel holder! Hahahaha! Waiting to eat my dinner. Hungry, hungry! :) Haha

Chapter 1: 因为爱很大 人类努力用言语形容的 经常只能是「爱」的一小部分而已。 “ 爱可以修补一切 爱 也必须爱修补 ” “ 我们终觉得寂寞 终是期待 末个人 响我们的生命走来 却忘记有些人从来没有走开 知道被 末个人 伤害 才发现那些从来没有走开的人 才是这一生 爱我们最久和最爱我们的人 ” “ 试试看 对你心爱的人 把心里的声音说出来。。。。 ” Chapter 2: 幸福 幸福是 发现自己可以带给别人幸福！ “ 幸福经常是复数的 ” “ 幸福 经常在你生活的小圈圈里 ” “ 帮助别人的大好机会很难碰到 但普通一点的机会却到处都是 ”

I starting crying from that moment of time. I do not dare to talk much because I am afraid you will see me cry. Everytime when I cried, you will scold me. Even now, I am crying. I don't know why I can't stop. The tears just came down just like that. My mum is naggy at my phone bills alr. I can't msg much to M1 and starhub holders because I only have unlimted msgs to Singtel holders. If you are looking for me, just give me a call. I got free incoming call.

Labels: Crying

OH MY, OH MY! I saw a car accident yesterday morning when I was at the bus stop waiting for bus to school. It happened just opposite my block. I saw the car flew and it ran into the shelther opposite my house. So scary. I heard the braking sound before seeing the car flew and rean into the shelther. I think the driver sould be avoiding something, if not there won't be the braking sound. Lucky I went out of house earlier, if not I will see the whole incident infornt of my eyes. By then, I will be afraid to walk back home myself at night or even afraid to walk to that direction. SCARY HUH!

Labels: The Car Accident

Even I just see you for 5 minutes, it's ok. At least I could see you.

只不过刚好吹着南风 突然想去海边走走 回味一个人的自由 只是和朋友聊了好久 一时忘了时间在走 偶尔也要让你想想我 就算你紧紧牵着我也不代表我属于你 我有自己的生活爱不是每天相依为命 我要对爱坚持半糖主义 永远让你觉得意犹未尽 若有似无的甜才不会觉得腻 我要对爱坚持半糖主义 真心不用天天黏在一起 爱得来不易要留一点空隙彼此才能呼吸 不要让我不能呼吸 有多少温柔何必一次就用尽 只不过有时我的电话收不到 爱都给了你为什么还不放心我 如果你始终想要掌控 霸道不是一种温柔 我只能说缘分还不够 也许每天形影不离 你反而会没有兴趣 爱的秘诀就是保持刚刚好的距离 真的爱放开了手也不会随风去 真的爱心意相通何必太多甜言和蜜语

I am looking for trouble this few days. I said somethings that I shouldn't say here. But I will not take back what I say and I will not regret.

What does the word ‘Promises’ means to you? To me, promises cannot be broken. Once a promise is broken, it will lose faith in each other. As he/she will not believe what you say again despite you apologize for a million times. I have lost faith in some people in my life. I am trying very hard not to believe them totally in what they say, as the more I believe in them, the more I will get hurt. A particular person had been hurt by me because she lost faith in what I had said to her earlier. I don’t wish this to happen to the people around me including myself. The feeling really hurts! It hurts more than a person who betrayed you; it hurts more than you lost a boyfriend. Lost faith in a person will cause you to lose a friend, a friend that you have known for many years. I am starting to lose faith in a person now. No matter what I say, that particular person (A) will scold me. I say my feelings out to A, in the end I got a scolding. I kept quiet, A scolds me again. What can I do? Say also cannot, don’t say also cannot. Say also scold, don’t say also scold. What I do also scold, am I really in wrong? Have A put himself/herself into my shoes, I don’t think so. What I say, he/she doesn’t put it in his/her heart. I said no, yet him/her stops for the time being and starts again after a few days. The minute I said no, immediately I will see him/her face getting sad, and my heart went soft and there goes me into the hole. Just like what the Chinese says:’ 你明明看到前面有洞，你还踩下去. ‘which means, you saw the hole in front of you yet you still went stepping into it. In other words, saying that you are stupid / dumb. Yes, I know I will be scolded stupid. But what can I do? My heart just went soft when I saw the sad expression. Just like now, I know A will see this and will be sad or maybe angry with me. In the end, I will get a scolding from A. At that time, my heart will be crying and crying. During each time we quarrel, my heart aches and cries. A saw me crying but A did nothing. A will just tell me, ‘stop crying alr!’ fiercely at me. My heart aches more by then, and this leads to more crying. And now, A’s at a place that A could relieve stress and me. A rather go there than …. Forget it. A will know what I am saying. A gave me quite a number of promises. It’s not the matter of I comparing with the others. Is that why others could keep their promises, why can’t A. Am I right? OK, I shall stop about my promises. I don’t wish to be scolded more. I’m watching ‘Fated To Love You’ now. Chen Xinyi is so poor thing. I hate Shi Anna. She caused Xinyi to lose her baby. If Anna have not let gave Xinyi the abortion agreement and said that it was from Chunxi, Xinyi won’t run away when she saw Chunxi chasing her back. If she didn’t run, she will not have met that car accident and lost her baby; Ji Nian Pin. But if you people thinks that it wasn’t Anna’s fault because she too afraid to lose Chunxi, you are wrong. If Anna really love Chunxi and doesn’t want to lose him, she should have board the cruise on Chunxi’s birthday. If she had board the cruise, Xinyi will not went into Chunxi’s room as her boyfriend had dumped her on that day too. If she had not gone into Chunxi’s room, she will not get pregnant. All is that Shi Anna’s fault. Haha. OK, I shall here then. Bye people.

Haha, I know I changed my blogskin again. Cause I am very irritated with the tortoise one, I want to add some navigations but I can’t figure out why can’t add, so I decided to give up. Haha, I am consider a smart girl alr ok, at least I can help ShanChun changed his blogskin ok. Haha. Hmm, I’m watching the Channel U show which is similar to the ‘Don’t forget the lyrics’ Taiwan version. Haha. The show is very funny. Haha. Made me keep laughing and laughing. Haha. :D Ok, shall stop here then, bye people! :D Jia you for O’s! :D Share this song with you guys :D 谁拉住我 谁救救我 我从高空狠狠地坠落 谁叫醒我 说这是梦 说你和她什么都还没有 在窒息的沉默中 你握住我的手 爱怎么了 我怎么了 一句话都没有说 我曾经以为爱情应该诚实 但诚实却是最尖锐的刀子 坦白一切留给我决定 是多么的自私 我恨你 就连你的感谢都太诚实 你不懂最大的温柔是掩饰 在我转身之前你看不到我流泪的样子 你没有错 我没有错 像一阵风吹熄了承诺 你挣扎过 你要我懂 那谁来懂我心里的黑洞 我从来没有这么渴望你欺骗我 想开一切 正疮百口 宁愿到底怎么过 我曾经以为爱情应该诚实 但诚实却是最尖锐的刀子 你坦白一切留给我决定 是多么的自私 我恨你 就连你的感谢都太诚实 你不懂最大的温柔是掩饰 在我转身之前你看不到我流泪的样子 哦~~ 我曾经以为爱情应该诚实 ho~ 但诚实却是最尖锐的刀子 你坦白一切留给我决定 是多么的自私 我恨你 就连你的感谢都太诚实 ho~ 你不懂最大的温柔是掩饰 在我转身之前你看不到我流泪的样子

Sometimes I really feel like a stranger, a 100% stranger. Be it with you or with anyone of your friends. When I am compared to something else, I am always the last in your priority. You didn't do what you say, you didn't keep any of your promises. Sometimes I really feel very tiringwhen ian with you, cause I don't know what you are thinking, you never tell me what you are thinking. I always need to guess what you are thinking....

Die Die Die!!! I am falling sick le, my flu is there for days alr still haven't recover. So xinku!! Still thinking whether I should go to City Square a not leh. Baby isn't working tomorrow, if I go, I can't acc him alr. Just damn tired, my eyes are dropping down, my nose is dropping down too. Eyes very itchy, nose very itchy. My hand is starting to get itchy. ARGH!! Both eyes are damn red too...

I am starting to feel like we are drifting far apart alr... But what can I do? There's nothing I could do...

I dont know what's gong on with my bloody laptop. Maybe it just dont want me to post something I wanted to post few minutes ago. No matter what, I will still post. I am getting more sick and tired about my life alr. I also dont know why...

NO BRAIN NO BRAIN NO BRAIN!!! Ya lah, your biggest duaghter got big brain i got no brain lah! Also dont know am I your duaghter a not! I study, you said I am not studying, when I am alone at mac study you also dont know, you always think that I am going out with my friends to play play and play. you say i never think you got think a not? Ya, i am not as clever as her so what? I have alr tried my best alr, you dont believe what the fuck i can do? i study you dont believe i said i didnt you also dont believe. you always thinks that i am going out to play. what she say you also believe, what i say you will never believe. just because i am a NA student, just because i am a thief before. she only know how to complain about my wrongs, then me leh? i got say her a not. ask her questions on math look down on me, i got tell you these a not? what if i tell you, you also wont side me, you always say i didnt ask them politely all those rubbish. htey dont want to teach me, think that i am stupid, no matter how polite i ask they also wont teach me de right? you will only say i dont tell you things, i tell you things you believe mah??? you also dont believe. i die you also dont care de lah. then what for give birth to me? i am just a piece of rubbish that give you trouble, isnt it? i am just an incident anyway! you all didnt plan to have me in the first place isnt it? then might as well go for abortion. maybe i will be in another better family that dotes me from top to bottom. or maybe their only daughter, or even come from a rich family! what for i need you people? say my friends no use, then her friends all got use lah, cause all got brais mah, my friends no brains mah! you then no braina!!! smart doent mean that they are clever. their IQ is high but EQ is low!! also never think of consequences, BRAINLESS FREAK!! NO BRAIN!!! Smart so what!!! Working so what!! Got boyfriend that is rich so what!!! You this fucking brainless freak! Hate me so much then chase me out of the house lah! best still no need see your faces.

Bored bored bored!! I just bored!!! Bored from the top to the bottom!!!! Haha, I think I am going crazy soon! Very very soon!!!

Haha, I just chatted with MingLin in the evening. Haha. She so crap lorh! Ask me pay for all her expenses when she visit me. Haha. Who care her lah? Crazy girl. Haha. We chatted at her tagboard. Haha. I think she's going crazy soon le. Haha, study until got a bit siao siao le. Haha. Hmm, I think it's time for me to get used to the days without him alr. I don't know why I keep got a feeling that he will leave me some day. Maybe is because we kept quarreling these few days. I don't blame him because I know his exams are here, he's having stress and afraid he can't pass. But I really hope I won't quarrel with him anymore, I don't like the feeling. Although, he said he's not scolding me, but the tone and everything really sounds like scolding me. I don't like people to scream and shout at me, I used to scold the person back if that person scream and shout at me. Don't know why I didn't did that to him. Maybe is I love him too much, I just want him to be happy and I suffer all the unhappy things and feelings bah. Hmm, shall stop here then. Bye bye....

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you said i dont trust you, but that not the case. You go out and ask other girls, if there's one who say it's ok. then i will say i dont trust you, if that's not the case. please dont say i dont trust you. i will not contact you for awhile, you no need to find me cause you are not going to find me