Slowly, I don't find the reason why I should be the one waiting for you to reply me, initiating a text. You won't initiate a text to me. Maybe to you, not texting with me is more happier for you? Because you won't have the chance to be angry/unhappy? You said this is not the case, but from the way you replied me, I feel that way. I feel ignorance, unwelcome from the way you reply my text. You can keep on viewing whatsapp, but you won't notice if I've seen your msg but I didn't reply.
Yes, that day you initiated a text with me. But it's just merely once? After that, you didn't anymore. Remember I asked you before? If you will miss me if I go missing or didn't msg you? You said maybe you will. I think that maybe 99.9% of it will be NO, while only merely of 0.01% of it will be a YES. To you, it doesn't matter if I miss you anot. You will be more happy if I don't miss you?
I don't know if I'm thinking the right way. But all the things you did to me is making me confused. I don't know which of it is true or maybe all is the truth? I really don't know.