Hais. It's just a waste of my time to do all those fcuking shit. I shouldn't be happy at all. Because no one appreciate those shit I do. No one! From the start to the end, no one appreciate. Just none. I am just wasting my fcuking tmne, energy, sleep to do all those fcuking shit. Maybe I really should be can't be bothered alr. Cause everything is just waste of my time.