why must there be things happening,
before, after or on my birthday?!
it has been 3 years continuously like that alr!
why! can i cut off my blurness, stupidness?
these two things had lead me to many many things!
unhappy things!! i dont want them!
but why the more i wanted to change, the more i will be blur and stupid?
i just want everyone to be happy, why is this so difficult?
i dont want to celebrate anymore!
i dont want anyone to remember my birthday anymore.
i dont want any birthday anymore.
no presents, no celebration, no cakes, no friends.