LOL!! I got F for my W.B test! I didn't study for it. &&& I got no common sense too. I just stare blankly at the test website on my laptop. T.T I dont want to have a F on my result... but what can i do? it's alr over le. think of it also no use. only can try harder next time....
アリシア haha. i know how to write my name in japanese alr. アリシア = alicia. Haha...
Labels: watshi アリシア des
1. I’ll call you.
2. I love you.
3. You’re the only one.
4. I’ve never felt this way about anyone else.
5. I’ve got to work late at the office tonight.
6. That’s the best sex I’ve ever had.
7. You’ve got the most beautiful eyes
8. No, I’m not married
9. Sorry. I must have left my wallet and credit cards at home.
10. You just have to believe me when I tell you nothing’s wrong.
11. I’m ready to make a commitment.
12. Except for a beer or two, I never drink.
13. My wife and I haven’t had sex in years.
14. We’ll get married as soon as I …
15. I’ll be home in twenty minutes.
16. It’s not that I don’t care – I just have to spend more time with my kids.
17. I’ve only slept with maybe ten women in my entire life.
18. I’ve been celibate since we broke up.
19. I could never lie to you.
20. I can still last all night
21. I always use a condom
22. I can help you get a great job in my company (field)
23. I tested HIV negative
24. I haven’t seen her since she and I broke up
25. The only sexual fantasies I have are about you
26. No, I don’t think your thighs (stomach, breasts, hips, etc.) are too big
27. I’m too tired
28. How could you think I’d be interested in her? She’s your best friend
29. When it comes to oral sex, I’m the best
30. I’ve never had any trouble keeping an erection before
31. It’s you and me, babe – we’ll make love all over Europe
32. I’d never do anything to hurt you.
33. I want to grow old with you
34. Believe me, my wife and I live very separate lives
35. Our having sex won’t change a thing between us
36. Don’t worry, I’ve had a vasectomy
37. I’m going to leave my wife
38. You’re nothing at all like my mother
39. Your being a different religion doesn’t matter to me
40. It doesn’t bother me that you make more money than I do
41. Even without sex, we’d still be friends
42. I think older women are the most exciting
43. I’m considered one of the top people (in my field, in the company)
44. What attracts me to you is your mind
45. We’ll split all the child care and household chores fifty-fifty
46. Of course I don’t mind that you didn’t come
47. I’ve never had an affair before
48. You’re the only one who understands me
49. I’ve never been in therapy
50. You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me
51. No, I’m not seeing anyone else
52. I haven’t thought about her (old girlfriend) in years
53. How many times do I have to tell you I’m not having an affair?
54. Your career is as important as mine
55. I promise you that I’ll change
55. I want us to remain close friends always
57. My wife and I have an understanding
58. You’re wonderful; you deserve someone better than me
59. I don’t masturbate
60. Let’s be friends first
61. When you walked through that door, I knew it was the real thing
62. I’d like you even if you were a man
63. It’s okay to be good looking, but looks just don’t mean that much to me
64. The difference between us will bring us even closer
65. I spend everything I earn on you and the kids
66. No, I never said that
67. You make me feel like a kid again
68. I’m going out with the boys (to the gym, to the office)
69. I’ll move wherever you want
70. Of course I’m not bored with you
71. As soon as I finish this project (get a promotion, a raise, make partner), we’ll……
72. You’ve got more sex appeal in your little toe than my wife’s got in her whole body
73. It wouldn’t be you and me anymore if I used one of those
74. Let’s pool our assets – whatever is mine is yours
75. I still find you just as attractive as the day I met you
76. Divorce is the farthest thing from my mind
77. Sure, I’ll watch the kids
78. It’s not just the sex I want, it’s being close to you.
79. We’ll be spending a lot of time together when I retire
80. You’re the only reason I’ve worked so hard
81. If I didn’t have all this work, you know I’d go with you and the kids to your mum’s
82. No one’s ever turned me on like you do
83. My boss says there’s nothing to worry about
84. I’ll never tell
85. Relax, she’s just a friend
86. This is just a temporary separation until we get things worked out
87. Your hair (dress, outfit) looks fantastic
88. It was just sex – it didn’t mean a thing
89. Of course I’m listening to what you’re saying
90. Come on in and we’ll just cuddle for a few minutes
91. No, I don’t think you’re fat
92. You’re the woman I should have married
93. I’m going to be focusing on my work for a while now.
94. I guarantee you, I’m not the father
95. Your having kids has nothing to do with my not wanting to get married
96. I’m not ashamed of the way you talk (look, act, etc.)
97. It’s nothing personal; I just don’t like sharing my living space with someone
98. This time I’m really serious
99. Honestly, honey, it’s just for the guys – none of the wives go to the conference
100. I’ll always take care of you.
Labels: 100 lies man tell woman
I'm in school blogging! Th bloody weather is making me pissed off and throwing my temper. I dont want anyone of my friends to kena my temper. Imagine you have a break for 3 hours before your lesson starts, you brought your laptop along but it went low batt after that & you couldnt find a socket to plug in your charger. & your other friends found one, or still have so batt remaining in their laptop? So sickening right? Th school is like kind of stupid, they know there will be many students bring their laptop to school, but they just have so little socket for the students. WTF right? I hate the weather! Cant they just have some rain to make th weather cooler? Not acid rain please! I just want th weather to be cooler! That's all... If th weather contiunes to be like this, I will go crazy before I enter my lecture room later! I'm now sort of throwing my temper at my bf alr. ARGH!!!
Labels: I want RAIN
I'm sick alr. Having flu, headache and a little bit of fever I think. I think is th rain yesterday bah. Before I went out to meet Geraldine & MingLin, I'm alr falling sick. So xinku...
School has commences for 3 days alr. Haha. I love my class, group 5 and my clings! Haha. My clings is a big big group! Haha. Got Ying Ying, Jennifer, Averyl, Magdaline, Xian, me! Haha. And more are coming! Haha. Today’s lecture almost made me fall asleep! Especially the one on ‘Foundation Of Nursing’. Some of the students really fall asleep in the lecture theatre. Haha. The lecture was going fast also. Lucky we have the notes, if not I don’t think that I could follow her fast speed. We went to the CCA open house also. We signed up for many many. But only interested in volleyball! Haha. Jennifer and I were addicted to the jump jump thing at the volleyball booth. Haha. That one was fun! Haha. We joined the YOG volunteers also!! Haha. We are the venue development assistant! Haha. WOO~ YOG leh! How many years then got once? Haha. Of course must join in the fun lah! Haha. After the lesson finished we went to configure our laptop for the wireless in school but, we can’t connect to anywhere. So shit loh. We are bring the laptop tomorrow to school again. I have figure out how to do it alr. It was very troublesome loh.
Then I went back to CCK with Magdaline and her friend. I went to buy mee sua, chicken cutlet & peach red tea for baby, takoyaki for myself. I wasn’t that hungry and he didn’t eat anything for the whole day. If I didn’t buy anything for him, he also won’t buy himself and he will just go to wok with an empty stomach. Then he will tell me he’s hungry half way through work. Haha. Since he dote me so much, it’s time for me to dote him back. He helped me carried my bag yesterday when we met for dinner at Lot 1, although at night we quarreled for a little while. But everything was fine now. Although, we are having big quarrels most of the time, but he still dotes me very much. Haha. Ok, shall stop here! (: going to write my notes le(: Labels: i love my class (:
There's alot of things happening between me, you, him & her this few days. But most importantly now is that everything is over.
Haha. Had a mahjong session with winnie, baby, mark and kh. Haha. Kh is one of my tution friend 3 years ago. We didnt expect to meet back, and in my house some more. And Mark is baby's primary school friend. Haha. Kh and baby comes from the same school. Haha. We didnt know that Winnie's secondary friend is Mark and Mark will bring kh along because we had not enough people. Haha. Maybe this is fated for us to meet back our friends that we had not been seeing for so long bah. Hmm, I think I shall stop here bah :) will update soon. starting school on mon! :)
I’m staring blank in my room again while listen to S.H.E new album, Shero. I don’t know why whenever I’m feeling down, all the songs I’m listening to, will be all slow or sad songs. Is this fated? I don’t know. Maybe it is. But even it’s fated what could I do still? I can’t do a single thing other than staring blank. I hate the feeling when I’m staring blank. The feeling sucks….
Without you.
朋友聚会吵闹的快乐 在她们离开以后变稀薄
走路回家 回像山洞的窝 突然渴望有人 能来接我
泡著热水在浴室赖著 思念却也被滚烫冒烟了
最后的简讯 看到能背了 多久没有再联络 一想还是痛
少了一个人宠爱我
朋友的爱 成分就是不同
最难过 是笑著面对被羡慕自由
练很久的成熟 也快遮掩不住 寂寞 哦~~
妈妈在电话褃挂念我 上次欲言又止她还记得
喜欢装没事 其实最累了 但我清楚很多事 哭了也没用
少了一个人拥抱我
那种拥抱 能够忘了所有
两个人 就算下雪后赤脚逆著风
也不觉得冰冻 还笑得比阳光 炽热
少了一个人懂得我
能够体会 我倔强又脆弱
不记仇 温柔原谅我情绪太波动
用泪光舍不得 融化我累积的寂寞 我的寂寞~~~
很固执 无条件爱我从来没变过
在大吵的时候 会抱著我沉默 不动
You won’t be.
第一次拥吻以前 我们找不到语言
但听见彼此灵魂多渴望永远
贴心后嘴角的甜 摩擦后眼角的咸
一起懂爱和真爱的差别
你送的杯子里面 还装着温热感觉
你给的每个纪念都排在窗沿
相机是牵手两年 围巾是东京五天
戒指 是又哭又笑的道歉
我不相信 你心中现在她最美
你不会你不会你不会把我们的爱 踩碎
我不相信 你口中会讲出后悔
你不会你不会你不会不心疼 我拒绝被看见的泪
当初被激烈反对 你安静却没妥协
对我更好来瓦解别人的偏见
我生气失踪几天 我倔强口不择言
是你 紧抱我当情绪沉淀
我不相信 你心中现在她最美
你不会你不会你不会把我们的爱 踩碎
我不相信 你口中会讲出后悔
你不会你不会你不会不心疼
我拒绝被看见的泪
我不相信 重来的幸福在脱轨
你不会你不会你不会留残酷让我面对
我不相信 累积的回忆都损毁
你不会你不会你不会舍得我
留一滴想乞讨的泪
These two songs & lyrics are nice. (:
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Haha! The sky tonight is full of stars! My favourite! (: Baby acc me to walk home from CCK. I asked him during the journey home why he will like me & when he like me. Haha. I don't care to ask him face to face, too direct alr. I asked him for his phone & asked him through his phone. The mminute, I finished asking, I ran very far away. Haha. Too shy alr. Haha. Then he told me, he like me because, I was blur, abit dumb dumb & cute. Haha. I was like cute?? Haha. My heart was so sweet & happy. Haha. I was so high when he answered me. Haha. My heart's so sweet noe. Hehe. Hmm, baby, thank you for everything. (: I will remember everything you asked me, told me during the journey back forever (: I love you! Muacks♥ Labels: Baby i love you
01-04-2010 Thursday
Haha!! Went to NYP in the morning with baby to hand in some financial papers. Train-ed back to CCK for breakfast at 302. Took 190 with baby as he's going to work and I'm going home. While I was watching my tv, my phone rang! Haha. Regene called me! Haha. Met up with her at CCK to drink & talk. Took bus to Bukit Batok for shopping & sing K at CSC. Haha. After K, I took bus down to Cineleisure to fetch baby from work. Haha, then we took 190 back to CCK for a cup of bubble tea then we went up to arcade. I stayed for about 15 minutes then I went back home. Because I was too tired alr. I went back home, wanted for his msg until I really cant take it alr, so I went to sleep. Who knows got a idiot keep calling me made can't sleep. ARGH!! Haha. Went back to sleep at 3 plus. I'm so tired now :(
02-04-2010 Friday
Went to Lot 1 to eat sakae with my mummy for dinner. Haha. Yummy! Haha. But I still want my MUSSELS, MILK TEA, CLAM CHOWDER, HAO JIAN, FRIED DUMPLINGS & FRENCH FRIES! Yummy! Haha. I'm waiting for my baby to eat with me. Haha. But on the other hand, I'm afraid that he will get fat. Because all the food I wanted to eat is so oily. Haha. Nvrm, I shall eat everything on my own. I hope if I get fat, he won't dump me. Haha. Baby is bringing me to a movie next tuesday! Yeah! (: Labels: i'm waiting for my tears to stop forever
LOL!! I got F for my W.B test! I didn't study for it. &&& I got no common sense too. I just stare blankly at the test website on my laptop. T.T I dont want to have a F on my result... but what can i do? it's alr over le. think of it also no use. only can try harder next time....
アリシア haha. i know how to write my name in japanese alr. アリシア = alicia. Haha...
Labels: watshi アリシア des
1. I’ll call you.
2. I love you.
3. You’re the only one.
4. I’ve never felt this way about anyone else.
5. I’ve got to work late at the office tonight.
6. That’s the best sex I’ve ever had.
7. You’ve got the most beautiful eyes
8. No, I’m not married
9. Sorry. I must have left my wallet and credit cards at home.
10. You just have to believe me when I tell you nothing’s wrong.
11. I’m ready to make a commitment.
12. Except for a beer or two, I never drink.
13. My wife and I haven’t had sex in years.
14. We’ll get married as soon as I …
15. I’ll be home in twenty minutes.
16. It’s not that I don’t care – I just have to spend more time with my kids.
17. I’ve only slept with maybe ten women in my entire life.
18. I’ve been celibate since we broke up.
19. I could never lie to you.
20. I can still last all night
21. I always use a condom
22. I can help you get a great job in my company (field)
23. I tested HIV negative
24. I haven’t seen her since she and I broke up
25. The only sexual fantasies I have are about you
26. No, I don’t think your thighs (stomach, breasts, hips, etc.) are too big
27. I’m too tired
28. How could you think I’d be interested in her? She’s your best friend
29. When it comes to oral sex, I’m the best
30. I’ve never had any trouble keeping an erection before
31. It’s you and me, babe – we’ll make love all over Europe
32. I’d never do anything to hurt you.
33. I want to grow old with you
34. Believe me, my wife and I live very separate lives
35. Our having sex won’t change a thing between us
36. Don’t worry, I’ve had a vasectomy
37. I’m going to leave my wife
38. You’re nothing at all like my mother
39. Your being a different religion doesn’t matter to me
40. It doesn’t bother me that you make more money than I do
41. Even without sex, we’d still be friends
42. I think older women are the most exciting
43. I’m considered one of the top people (in my field, in the company)
44. What attracts me to you is your mind
45. We’ll split all the child care and household chores fifty-fifty
46. Of course I don’t mind that you didn’t come
47. I’ve never had an affair before
48. You’re the only one who understands me
49. I’ve never been in therapy
50. You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me
51. No, I’m not seeing anyone else
52. I haven’t thought about her (old girlfriend) in years
53. How many times do I have to tell you I’m not having an affair?
54. Your career is as important as mine
55. I promise you that I’ll change
55. I want us to remain close friends always
57. My wife and I have an understanding
58. You’re wonderful; you deserve someone better than me
59. I don’t masturbate
60. Let’s be friends first
61. When you walked through that door, I knew it was the real thing
62. I’d like you even if you were a man
63. It’s okay to be good looking, but looks just don’t mean that much to me
64. The difference between us will bring us even closer
65. I spend everything I earn on you and the kids
66. No, I never said that
67. You make me feel like a kid again
68. I’m going out with the boys (to the gym, to the office)
69. I’ll move wherever you want
70. Of course I’m not bored with you
71. As soon as I finish this project (get a promotion, a raise, make partner), we’ll……
72. You’ve got more sex appeal in your little toe than my wife’s got in her whole body
73. It wouldn’t be you and me anymore if I used one of those
74. Let’s pool our assets – whatever is mine is yours
75. I still find you just as attractive as the day I met you
76. Divorce is the farthest thing from my mind
77. Sure, I’ll watch the kids
78. It’s not just the sex I want, it’s being close to you.
79. We’ll be spending a lot of time together when I retire
80. You’re the only reason I’ve worked so hard
81. If I didn’t have all this work, you know I’d go with you and the kids to your mum’s
82. No one’s ever turned me on like you do
83. My boss says there’s nothing to worry about
84. I’ll never tell
85. Relax, she’s just a friend
86. This is just a temporary separation until we get things worked out
87. Your hair (dress, outfit) looks fantastic
88. It was just sex – it didn’t mean a thing
89. Of course I’m listening to what you’re saying
90. Come on in and we’ll just cuddle for a few minutes
91. No, I don’t think you’re fat
92. You’re the woman I should have married
93. I’m going to be focusing on my work for a while now.
94. I guarantee you, I’m not the father
95. Your having kids has nothing to do with my not wanting to get married
96. I’m not ashamed of the way you talk (look, act, etc.)
97. It’s nothing personal; I just don’t like sharing my living space with someone
98. This time I’m really serious
99. Honestly, honey, it’s just for the guys – none of the wives go to the conference
100. I’ll always take care of you.
Labels: 100 lies man tell woman
I'm in school blogging! Th bloody weather is making me pissed off and throwing my temper. I dont want anyone of my friends to kena my temper. Imagine you have a break for 3 hours before your lesson starts, you brought your laptop along but it went low batt after that & you couldnt find a socket to plug in your charger. & your other friends found one, or still have so batt remaining in their laptop? So sickening right? Th school is like kind of stupid, they know there will be many students bring their laptop to school, but they just have so little socket for the students. WTF right? I hate the weather! Cant they just have some rain to make th weather cooler? Not acid rain please! I just want th weather to be cooler! That's all... If th weather contiunes to be like this, I will go crazy before I enter my lecture room later! I'm now sort of throwing my temper at my bf alr. ARGH!!!
Labels: I want RAIN
I'm sick alr. Having flu, headache and a little bit of fever I think. I think is th rain yesterday bah. Before I went out to meet Geraldine & MingLin, I'm alr falling sick. So xinku...
School has commences for 3 days alr. Haha. I love my class, group 5 and my clings! Haha. My clings is a big big group! Haha. Got Ying Ying, Jennifer, Averyl, Magdaline, Xian, me! Haha. And more are coming! Haha. Today’s lecture almost made me fall asleep! Especially the one on ‘Foundation Of Nursing’. Some of the students really fall asleep in the lecture theatre. Haha. The lecture was going fast also. Lucky we have the notes, if not I don’t think that I could follow her fast speed. We went to the CCA open house also. We signed up for many many. But only interested in volleyball! Haha. Jennifer and I were addicted to the jump jump thing at the volleyball booth. Haha. That one was fun! Haha. We joined the YOG volunteers also!! Haha. We are the venue development assistant! Haha. WOO~ YOG leh! How many years then got once? Haha. Of course must join in the fun lah! Haha. After the lesson finished we went to configure our laptop for the wireless in school but, we can’t connect to anywhere. So shit loh. We are bring the laptop tomorrow to school again. I have figure out how to do it alr. It was very troublesome loh.
Then I went back to CCK with Magdaline and her friend. I went to buy mee sua, chicken cutlet & peach red tea for baby, takoyaki for myself. I wasn’t that hungry and he didn’t eat anything for the whole day. If I didn’t buy anything for him, he also won’t buy himself and he will just go to wok with an empty stomach. Then he will tell me he’s hungry half way through work. Haha. Since he dote me so much, it’s time for me to dote him back. He helped me carried my bag yesterday when we met for dinner at Lot 1, although at night we quarreled for a little while. But everything was fine now. Although, we are having big quarrels most of the time, but he still dotes me very much. Haha. Ok, shall stop here! (: going to write my notes le(: Labels: i love my class (:
There's alot of things happening between me, you, him & her this few days. But most importantly now is that everything is over.
Haha. Had a mahjong session with winnie, baby, mark and kh. Haha. Kh is one of my tution friend 3 years ago. We didnt expect to meet back, and in my house some more. And Mark is baby's primary school friend. Haha. Kh and baby comes from the same school. Haha. We didnt know that Winnie's secondary friend is Mark and Mark will bring kh along because we had not enough people. Haha. Maybe this is fated for us to meet back our friends that we had not been seeing for so long bah. Hmm, I think I shall stop here bah :) will update soon. starting school on mon! :)
I’m staring blank in my room again while listen to S.H.E new album, Shero. I don’t know why whenever I’m feeling down, all the songs I’m listening to, will be all slow or sad songs. Is this fated? I don’t know. Maybe it is. But even it’s fated what could I do still? I can’t do a single thing other than staring blank. I hate the feeling when I’m staring blank. The feeling sucks….
Without you.
朋友聚会吵闹的快乐 在她们离开以后变稀薄
走路回家 回像山洞的窝 突然渴望有人 能来接我
泡著热水在浴室赖著 思念却也被滚烫冒烟了
最后的简讯 看到能背了 多久没有再联络 一想还是痛
少了一个人宠爱我
朋友的爱 成分就是不同
最难过 是笑著面对被羡慕自由
练很久的成熟 也快遮掩不住 寂寞 哦~~
妈妈在电话褃挂念我 上次欲言又止她还记得
喜欢装没事 其实最累了 但我清楚很多事 哭了也没用
少了一个人拥抱我
那种拥抱 能够忘了所有
两个人 就算下雪后赤脚逆著风
也不觉得冰冻 还笑得比阳光 炽热
少了一个人懂得我
能够体会 我倔强又脆弱
不记仇 温柔原谅我情绪太波动
用泪光舍不得 融化我累积的寂寞 我的寂寞~~~
很固执 无条件爱我从来没变过
在大吵的时候 会抱著我沉默 不动
You won’t be.
第一次拥吻以前 我们找不到语言
但听见彼此灵魂多渴望永远
贴心后嘴角的甜 摩擦后眼角的咸
一起懂爱和真爱的差别
你送的杯子里面 还装着温热感觉
你给的每个纪念都排在窗沿
相机是牵手两年 围巾是东京五天
戒指 是又哭又笑的道歉
我不相信 你心中现在她最美
你不会你不会你不会把我们的爱 踩碎
我不相信 你口中会讲出后悔
你不会你不会你不会不心疼 我拒绝被看见的泪
当初被激烈反对 你安静却没妥协
对我更好来瓦解别人的偏见
我生气失踪几天 我倔强口不择言
是你 紧抱我当情绪沉淀
我不相信 你心中现在她最美
你不会你不会你不会把我们的爱 踩碎
我不相信 你口中会讲出后悔
你不会你不会你不会不心疼
我拒绝被看见的泪
我不相信 重来的幸福在脱轨
你不会你不会你不会留残酷让我面对
我不相信 累积的回忆都损毁
你不会你不会你不会舍得我
留一滴想乞讨的泪
These two songs & lyrics are nice. (:
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Haha! The sky tonight is full of stars! My favourite! (: Baby acc me to walk home from CCK. I asked him during the journey home why he will like me & when he like me. Haha. I don't care to ask him face to face, too direct alr. I asked him for his phone & asked him through his phone. The mminute, I finished asking, I ran very far away. Haha. Too shy alr. Haha. Then he told me, he like me because, I was blur, abit dumb dumb & cute. Haha. I was like cute?? Haha. My heart was so sweet & happy. Haha. I was so high when he answered me. Haha. My heart's so sweet noe. Hehe. Hmm, baby, thank you for everything. (: I will remember everything you asked me, told me during the journey back forever (: I love you! Muacks♥ Labels: Baby i love you
01-04-2010 Thursday
Haha!! Went to NYP in the morning with baby to hand in some financial papers. Train-ed back to CCK for breakfast at 302. Took 190 with baby as he's going to work and I'm going home. While I was watching my tv, my phone rang! Haha. Regene called me! Haha. Met up with her at CCK to drink & talk. Took bus to Bukit Batok for shopping & sing K at CSC. Haha. After K, I took bus down to Cineleisure to fetch baby from work. Haha, then we took 190 back to CCK for a cup of bubble tea then we went up to arcade. I stayed for about 15 minutes then I went back home. Because I was too tired alr. I went back home, wanted for his msg until I really cant take it alr, so I went to sleep. Who knows got a idiot keep calling me made can't sleep. ARGH!! Haha. Went back to sleep at 3 plus. I'm so tired now :(
02-04-2010 Friday
Went to Lot 1 to eat sakae with my mummy for dinner. Haha. Yummy! Haha. But I still want my MUSSELS, MILK TEA, CLAM CHOWDER, HAO JIAN, FRIED DUMPLINGS & FRENCH FRIES! Yummy! Haha. I'm waiting for my baby to eat with me. Haha. But on the other hand, I'm afraid that he will get fat. Because all the food I wanted to eat is so oily. Haha. Nvrm, I shall eat everything on my own. I hope if I get fat, he won't dump me. Haha. Baby is bringing me to a movie next tuesday! Yeah! (: Labels: i'm waiting for my tears to stop forever