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Written at Monday, September 19, 2011 | back to top

5th - 7th sweet happenings without him <3

HAHA! Didn't have time to update my blog these few days. Too tired alr. Everyday is just attachment, work, attachment and work. HAHA. Left with 4 days to attachment. Hope attachment faster finish!! :D

Hais. Tomorrow results coming out liao. :( #saddieme! So nervous and scared that will fail alot of subjects. :(( diedie!!! Hope can pass all!! PRAYYYYYY HARDDDDDD!

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Written at Friday, September 16, 2011 | back to top

4th sweet happenings without him <3

Hais. Feeling so down this few days. Felt that so many things isn't under my control. I had been crying for so many days. But all I can do is only cry. Nothing else. I know it's tough inside, but I'm tough outside too. Every day I need to see different things, do different things, face different things. I'm not that strong as we both think. Even when you see me happy in the outside, I'm the opposite in the inside. No one understands how I feel, even those that had gone through what I'm having now. But they are being treated differently as compared to me. They didn't go through what I have gone through. Hence, they won't understand. I almost feel like giving up.

Still left with one week of attachment. After that one week, what should I do? Will I be able to work every weekdays? I don't know. How am I going to go through this 3 weeks? After 3 weeks then I will be able to go school. Then I will have my friends, I won't be alone. Next, I'm worried for my results. What if I need re-test? How will I have the mood to study? Hais.

Written at Thursday, September 15, 2011 | back to top

3rd sweet happenings without him <3

Just reached home from work. :( so tired. But FUN!! :)) I <3 the babies there! So cute. But some their parents are just very fcukup! They just don't understand what we are doing at all! So unhappy with our service, then go back to your ideal hospital. Why come here?! Idiot! HAHA! This kind of parent is so fcukup. The baby is hospitalised, you threw the baby to the grandma, now you come and complained saying we didn't fed the baby. IDIOT!

HAHA. Enough of those nonsenses! :D Waited for the whole day alr, but still didn't receive any thing from him. His phone is still off. Hais. @2230hrs will be his lights out. It's 2221hrs now alr. But no msg, no call. He promised me to call me tonight, but didn't recieved any calls. Also don't know whether is he asleep or still busy. Hais. After awhile more, I'm going to bed alr. Too tired, hope he will call. But I'm afraid that he won't. :((

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Written at Wednesday, September 14, 2011 | back to top

2nd sweet happenings without him <3

I am so tired todayyyyyyy! Maybe is because waking up super early these few days bah. Body clock is time to tune back to normal. Today wasn't a busy day. But still tired. Nearly fall asleep when sitting down reading something. So need to find some things to do to make me awake. Hehe. Went to Vivo City for GongCha with Melanie <3 Then took bus home from Outram. Slept all th way when I board the bus. Not very comfortable because there's a fat aunty using her butt to push my butt. My butt nearly became a roti prata butt. HAHA.

Okays. Shall go to bed now. Sleep more so that I won't fall asleep tomorrow afternoon. Thinking of working unitl 9pm tomorrow make me so siannnnnn. :(

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Written at Tuesday, September 13, 2011 | back to top

1st sweet happening without him. <3

I <3 the place I am at now. :) First time bathing babies or I should say infants? HAHA! They are so cute! :) First step to learn how to be a mummy. Hehe. They will smile at you when you bathing them in the water. I made milk and fed them milk too! Hehe. First time making bottle milk, was blur at first, stayed in the pantry for very long. Haha. Searching for the formula milk, how many spoon to add. Haha! Luckily, I got some help. If not I think the baby need to wait for 1/2hour to have her milk. Haha. Then she lay on my hands and fed her with milk. After drinking, burp her so that she won't vomit when place her back to bed. Once she went back to bed, she started crying. Haha. She just want someone to carry her and coax her to sleep. Hehe. I couldn't carry her without help. So just pat her by her bedside. She started to quiet down, smile and yawn at me. So cute! :)) Melanie (my friend) and I started to fall in love with the baby. Once we have free time, we will walk over to the baby's bed and play with her. Haha! My time passes super fast today because of this baby. I am so going to bath and fed her again tomorrow! :)) <3

I will write the most interesting, most happy things that happened in my day here. So that my time will pass fast enough. :)) Lastly, one photo of myself each day. <3