This evening, all the unhappy memories just flashed back in my mind. I don't know why. Every thing is like watching a movie flashing out on the projector inside my mind. What happened 2 and a half years back cannot be deleted. It will still be there no matter how hard I try to delete it, format my mind. The computer inside me just forbidden me to do that. I had no one to turn to. Even my closest friends or even my boyfriend. All I could do is running away. Running away from the truth, the fact. And even running away from those people involved. I just hoped that one day I could just lose my memories and keep those I wanted.

This evening, all the unhappy memories just flashed back in my mind. I don't know why. Every thing is like watching a movie flashing out on the projector inside my mind. What happened 2 and a half years back cannot be deleted. It will still be there no matter how hard I try to delete it, format my mind. The computer inside me just forbidden me to do that. I had no one to turn to. Even my closest friends or even my boyfriend. All I could do is running away. Running away from the truth, the fact. And even running away from those people involved. I just hoped that one day I could just lose my memories and keep those I wanted.