Those letters i gave you doesnt matters to you anymore. You didnt even notice that you have new ones or dont even bother to read them. You posted on twitter saying it's time for you to change. I hope you will change to start loving me like how it was 4 years back. But you said you like the way it is now, i wonder. Are you really happy when you're with me? Is it because you're not happy that's why you dont want to go back to how we was that time? I really dont know. :(

Labels: #i dont want to lose you

what's the point of me living in this world. there's nothing for me to remember in this world. what's the point of me saying so much things just to make myself miserable? you dont give a god damn fcuk about it. no matter how hard i try, i will never get your agreement/confirmation. you will only ignore me. i'm really tired of arguing of all these. you dont give a fcuk of it, then why should i still bother? mind as well just leave this world.

I know you didn't see my blog at all. It doesn't matter. Because from now onwards, I swear I won't text or anything. I wont remove you from facebook. But I won't view your facebook anymore. Enjoy your life and all the best.

Slowly, I don't find the reason why I should be the one waiting for you to reply me, initiating a text. You won't initiate a text to me. Maybe to you, not texting with me is more happier for you? Because you won't have the chance to be angry/unhappy? You said this is not the case, but from the way you replied me, I feel that way. I feel ignorance, unwelcome from the way you reply my text. You can keep on viewing whatsapp, but you won't notice if I've seen your msg but I didn't reply.

Yes, that day you initiated a text with me. But it's just merely once? After that, you didn't anymore. Remember I asked you before? If you will miss me if I go missing or didn't msg you? You said maybe you will. I think that maybe 99.9% of it will be NO, while only merely of 0.01% of it will be a YES. To you, it doesn't matter if I miss you anot. You will be more happy if I don't miss you?

I don't know if I'm thinking the right way. But all the things you did to me is making me confused. I don't know which of it is true or maybe all is the truth? I really don't know.

Those letters i gave you doesnt matters to you anymore. You didnt even notice that you have new ones or dont even bother to read them. You posted on twitter saying it's time for you to change. I hope you will change to start loving me like how it was 4 years back. But you said you like the way it is now, i wonder. Are you really happy when you're with me? Is it because you're not happy that's why you dont want to go back to how we was that time? I really dont know. :(

Labels: #i dont want to lose you

what's the point of me living in this world. there's nothing for me to remember in this world. what's the point of me saying so much things just to make myself miserable? you dont give a god damn fcuk about it. no matter how hard i try, i will never get your agreement/confirmation. you will only ignore me. i'm really tired of arguing of all these. you dont give a fcuk of it, then why should i still bother? mind as well just leave this world.

I know you didn't see my blog at all. It doesn't matter. Because from now onwards, I swear I won't text or anything. I wont remove you from facebook. But I won't view your facebook anymore. Enjoy your life and all the best.

Slowly, I don't find the reason why I should be the one waiting for you to reply me, initiating a text. You won't initiate a text to me. Maybe to you, not texting with me is more happier for you? Because you won't have the chance to be angry/unhappy? You said this is not the case, but from the way you replied me, I feel that way. I feel ignorance, unwelcome from the way you reply my text. You can keep on viewing whatsapp, but you won't notice if I've seen your msg but I didn't reply.

Yes, that day you initiated a text with me. But it's just merely once? After that, you didn't anymore. Remember I asked you before? If you will miss me if I go missing or didn't msg you? You said maybe you will. I think that maybe 99.9% of it will be NO, while only merely of 0.01% of it will be a YES. To you, it doesn't matter if I miss you anot. You will be more happy if I don't miss you?

I don't know if I'm thinking the right way. But all the things you did to me is making me confused. I don't know which of it is true or maybe all is the truth? I really don't know.